Monthly Archives: March 2001

Man, what a weekend; def not the weekend that I was expecting. But I just got back for studying at the library. Blah. I still have shit loads of stuff to read, but at least I am caught up somewhat. I need to work on cleaning my room and fixing dinner. Tonight is def. pasta night. And also tonight is the season finale of La Femme Nikita. Lots of stuff to update, but it’ll have to simmer until later….
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It’s 6pm and I am leaving right now. I should be at your place around 7:30-8pm at the latest. See ya soon
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15 min until I leave here. **blah** I am starting to feel tired again, but I still have approx 7 hours left in this day. **yawn** I might have to inject some caffiene.
I have to go home and clean up my room and get ready for dinner. I wonder if I should take a nap. Probably not; I wont wake up until late. Hopefully, I can make it up to Vallejo by 8pm. **crosses my fingers**
**yawn** Today was a pretty productive day, for me anyway. I got alot of stuff done and cleaned up. I think monday, I going to get the guys to start cleaning the other end of the warehouse. That will probably be the project of the week.
**yawn** O.K. Let me just get out of here before I fall asleep here in the warehouse.
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Mew called me a little while ago. In the 15mins that we talk, I got so many things cleared up about shit that is going in my life. I am glad that I have a good friend like her in my life.
Well, reviews on Suzanne seem to be on the extremely positive. Yah! It looks like the next big group thing is St. Patrick’s Day. I have to talk with Suzanne to see what we have planned for that. It would be cool to hang with the group in Sac; I guess they have found a new bar to hang out at. But it would be nice to hang with Suzanne’s friends too, since we (well, I anyway) haven’t done that in a while. We’ll have to discuss…
The caffiene is slowly starting to wear off on me. The guys should be on their way to In & Out about now. Mmmmmm Double Double, fries and a shake. Oh yeah.
I feel that there is so much that I need to do. Actually, there is lots of stuff that I need to do. And I have lost focus on alot of the ideas and things that I was doing and working on at the begining of the year. I need to refocus myself and get back on track.
That why I deleted my friends list and disabled the comments. I think that I ws more focus and working on self development when the journal was still “secret”. I don’t know; I kinda wrestling about the whole journal concept. What is a journal? What can and can’t you say in a journal? Should you have secret entries that only certain people can read? I’m being really arrogant thinking that people are actually interested in my journal. It’s not like I’m a LJ celebrity like angelicdestiny, apriljoy, or imjustagirl. If anything, I’m the fuck up boyfriend of serraph that people like to bag on. (side note: who is the worse boyfriend; me or jag? Something that I’ve been thinking about today for some reason).
Even has I write this, I’m writing it like there is an audience reading it. I think that is what I have to change; I need to write it as an inner dialogue to myself. That why I disabled the comments. If some one feels that they need to comment on something that I say, then they can just email me.
Hmmm. I guess I need to get back to work. I hope the guys get here in one piece with the food. And get here soon.
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The next time I stop at the store on the way to work, I have to get something harder than just creamer for my coffee. At least some Baileys or Kaluha, if not something stronger.
Last night we had another false alarm fire drill at 2:30 in the morning. This time the alarm went off in my room, so I couldn’t sleep through it. Needless to say, I didn’t get an sleep at all. I was planning on just staying up and maybe going to Krispy Kreme, but Matt convinced me not to and to try to go back to sleep. Bad Idea. I am so tired with only a couple of hours of sleep. This is going to be a LONG weekend for me. And I have to go out to dinner with Serraph and her mom tonight too. **sigh** Lots of coffee and caffiene I guess
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God, I swear that Peter is such a fucking pot head sometimes. He is always forgetting paperwork (worse than I do) and he always forgets how to fill out the recieving paper work; even after working here for a year.
**sigh** Amber is off to Washington; I hope things go well with her. Things here will be easy, I’ll just have to figure out things to keep the guys busy. We can’t be goofing off all day long. I’m thinking either have them go and straighten the aisles or maybe clean up the other end of the warehouse where textbooks were doing returns.
Well, I am out of here at 5pm and then I have class at 6pm until 9pm. I want to go up and to see Suzanne and to deposit my emergency loan, but I am already exausted. And I also have to deal with a new roommate moving in. I’ll have to see ow I’m feeling after class.
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I was able to talk to Mom today. After the restless sleep that I had, and then waking up to the fact that there was an aftershock in Tacoma; listening to my mom’s voice and listening to her tell me that the family is fine is way more assuring than an e-mail. I hope Amber was able to get through to her daughter an family that she has in Seattle. She was also suppose to fly out today for the funeral up there. I hope that she can still go.
It’s almost 8:30 and part of me is thinking about going to the 8:30 Aikido class. But my body is saying that since I had such a bad night’s sleep, I so lay down for a little while. I think I am going to listen to my body
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You may say some things you’ll regret later unless you take time to rehearse what you plan to say. Write out the things that you want to clarify, and express your hurt feelings. Sleep on that dialogue before you reveal your thoughts. Instead of dealing with public issues that could be problematic, focus on new financial plans that will open an avenue for the expression of your creativity.
Oops. Well, I better focus on those financial plans I guess….
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