Daily Archives: March 27, 2001

So I killed off Linluan

So I killed off Linluan off; I got him roaring drunk and made an ass of myself around the pier, almost getting into fights with people and being a roaring drunk. After I had switched everything I drowned Linluan body in the ocean outside the city where sharks were at. I really role played the characters.
**sigh** It would be nice to sign back up and play again. Actually I have tried, but I can’t find my EverQuest CD. I gave it to Serraphto hold but she says that she doesn’t have it anymore. It’s probably a good thing though,
Actually there is one more site that I think had a snapshot of me next to Mammoth (this huge grizzly bear), but the site just moved to a new server and the profiles aren’t up yet.
O.K. Enough reminiscing. Time to finish this paper….
Current mood: nostalgic
Current music: Love Lines on my USB Radio

Talona’s Story….

Here i am in Freeport, huddled under an empty tent on the outskirts of town, with only stolen equipment to keep me company. How did I end up here….
It started when I had finally had enough of my abusive stepdad beating on me, treating me wrong. We had a small farm out in the western Commonlands. It’s wasn’t much, but it was ours. Mom died when I was 8 trying to defend the farm from a pack of how was I suppose to frighten away a pack of wolves. Anyway, 8 years of abuse was enough for me, so I got up and left for the big city.
I was full of all hopes and dreams that Erollisi Marr, Mithaniel Marr, and the other good gods would look down and protect me and guide me. But the gods seemed to be busy else where. With no money, no food, and no where to go, I had no choice but to sell my body in order to survive. If anything, it was worse that the life that I had run away from. For 2 years, I lived the life of a whore, with no care for anything in the world. One day beaten and abused, I looked into the mirror and saw myself, and I was horrified and what I had become. I wanted to change myself and free myself from the chains that had shackled me. So I ran to the Temple of Marr hoping that the priests of the temple could help me to save my soul. But they took one look at me and only saw a filthy prostitute soiling their holy ground. I cried and fought them to let me into the temple, but a couple of their paladins grabbed me and threw me out of the temple grounds. Not knowing what to do, I went to the docks. Sitting at the docks, crying, I wondered what I would do with my life. Suddenly, from behind, someone grabbed me. I turned around to see a drunken half-elf talking to me. All i clearly remember was that his name was Linluan. But at the time, all I could see was another drunken man who wanted to use and abuse my body. Has rage flowed within me, I decided that no man would take my body again without my permission. I pulled out my dagger and started to attack me. He must have been an adventurer, because he easily pulled my little dagger from my hands and tossed it. Has we struggled around, I tripped and fell on him and we both fell down. Has I started beating on him, I noticed that he had stop attacking me. Has I stopped and got up, I saw that he had falled on my dagger that he had tossed away, and had died. I a dazed, i stripped him naked and tossed him body into the ocean. Hopefully the sharks will have finished him off by now. I ran off into the sewers with all of this stuff, lost and confused. I ran until I collapse in a heap. I cried out for anyone who could help me, I would give anything if only someone could help me. In the darkness that surrounded me, a prescience came to me in the form of glowing red eyes. He told me of my faults; that Love and kindness are tools for those too ignorant to know what they want or too cowardly to do what is necessary to obtain it. It is only through the total disdain of your enemies that you can gain true power over them. Pity and mercy have no power when confronted with contempt and viciousness. that with hate strong enough they could destroy all of Norrath and control my own destiny. If I would follow him, he would give me the power that I needed and deserved. I put on the item that I had stolen off of Linluan’s body and followed the eyes though the sewers and under Freeport until I came to a group of people. From this group, a man came to me and so began, my new life has a Shadow knight to my new father Innoruuk, Prince of Hate.
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**Looks at the quote**….”Oh please…..”

Character Profile for “Talona” of Everquest
Game Related Information:
Game: Everquest
Server: The Nameless
Race: Human
Class: Shadow Knight
Alignment: Evil
Deity: Innoruuk
Character Information:
ID: 21073
Player ID: 14356
Name: Talona
Gender: Female
Age: 18
Hometown: Freeport
Camp: Freeport
Quote: Life’s a bitch, now so am I.
Description: NA
Picture: No Image
Web Page: NA
E-Mail: jlrogers@sfsu.edu
Date Added: 12/18/1999
Last Updated: 12/18/1999 4:19:59 PM
Character Stats:
Strength: 88
Stamina: 83
Agility: 85
Dexterity: 79
Wisdom: 75
Intelligence: 85
Charisma: 90
Character Skills:
Two Handed Slash: 25
Archery: 11
Sense Heading: 3
Offense: 16
Defense: 25
Alcohol Tolerance: 3
Hand To Hand: 2
Taunt: 30
Character Spells:
Harm Touch: 100%
Character Items:
(2) Cutthroat Insignia Ring
(2) Alligator Ear Ring
Journal Entries:
12/18/1999 – The Beginning
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Ah the Evercrack days, how

Ah the Evercrack days, how I long for them. This was a pretty good character, I’d Have to say. I made it from one end of the continent to the other at level 5. Seraph,if you thought that I left a lot of dead bodies of your elf in the forest that one time, you can’t imagine how many of my corpses littered the ground.
After awhile, I decided to play a new character and so I decided to twink she with the stuff from my old character. I even wrote a story to explain it all. I wonder if they still have that story…
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My Evercrack Days….

Character Profile for “Linluan” of Everquest
Game Related Information:
Game: Everquest
Server: The Nameless
Race: Half Elf
Class: Ranger
Alignment: Neutral
Deity: Tunare
Character Information:
ID: 17292
Player ID: 14356
Name: Linluan
Gender: Male
Hometown: Surefall Glade
Camp: Qeynos Hills, Plains of Karana
Quote: NA
Description: Level 11
HP – 317
AC – 238
ATK – 212
Picture: No Image
Web Page: NA
Date Added: 10/28/1999
Last Updated: 12/08/1999 9:35:04 PM
Character Stats:
Strength: 85
Stamina: 85
Agility: 105
Dexterity: 85
Wisdom: 65
Inteligence: 75
Charisma: 75
Character Skills:
One Hand Slash: Average
Abjure: Average
Alter: Average
Archery: Feeble
Channel: Average
Conjure: Awful
Defense: Below Average
Divinate: Bad
Dodge: Average
Evoke: Average
Forage: Average
Hand To Hand: Feeble
Kick: Average
Offense: Below Average
Sense Heading: Average
Swimming: Average
Sneak: Feeble
Tracking: Average
Fishing: Feeble
Alcohol Tolerance: Average
Taunt: Average
Erudian: Awful
Dodge: Feeble
Gnoll: Awful
Character Spells:
Endure Fire: 20
Flame Lick: 10
Glimpse: 5
Lull Animal: 10
Minor Healing: 10
Skin Like Wood: 10
Snare: 15
Character Items:
(2) Alligator Tooth Earrings
Journal Entries:
10/28/1999 – Zones Traveled
Surefall Glade
Qeynos Hills
North Qeynos
South Qeynos
Erud’s Crossing
Toxxulia Forest
Kerra Island
Northern Karana
Southern Karana
Eastern Karana
Western Karana
Highpass Keep
Highpass Hold
Western Commonlands
North Freeport
West Freeport
East Freeport
Eastern Commonlands
Northern Desert Of Ro
The Oasis of Marr
Southern Desert of Ro
Innothule Swamp
Misty Thicket
Ocean of Tears
Butcherblock Mountains
Lesser Faydark
Greather Faydark
Streamfont Mountains
Splitpaw (Infected Paw)
Lake Rathetear
Current mood: okay
Current music: Listening To Live105 on my USB Radio

well, I made it through

well, I made it through my classes and I feel a little better. I was planning on running to Japantown to go aon a anime CD shopping spree to make me feel better, but suprisingly all I needed was food. Now I think that I am going to hit the shower and then finish my midtern that already way late. Hopefully Suzanne will be home too.
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The necklace breaks…..

I grab on to his wrists from behind and hold on for dear life as he throws me to the ground….
So begins another day in Aikido….
I should have known that it was going to fall off or get broken.
But I had to have it on me somewhere, somehow.
Maybe I should have tied it around my ankle…
Naw, they would have saw that.
So I tied it around my belt.
Maybe I should have kept it in the front.
Naw they would have saw that too
So around the back it went.
In hindsight, if I would have learned to roll properly
The necklace would probably still be around my neck today
Instead of in pieces on the floor and in the paper towel
that I put the pieces that I could find on the floor.
Has sad as I am over this, I have no time to mourn over it.
It’s just some necklace, right. Besides I have school classes to fail, right.
I wonder if it is a sign of some kind. Thanks to my depressive state
I see signs in everything from tea leaves to the pieces of crap that floats in the toilet.
Back in the 6th or 7th grade (damn , that was back in Korea) we had some kind of assembly or something where we learned to juggle. It was only silk scarves, but I was able to juggle a lot of them, I think it was 8 or more. I was also able to juggle the beanbags. Moving forward to the present, a couple of days ago at work, me and the guys are trying to juggle tape balls. Pete and Tim can get a couple going for a sec or two. But I cant even juggle one. (I would throw it up and then I would always miss it, or I would run into something.) I wonder if this is a sign for the way my life is going…….
Current mood: sad
Current music: Casey (My housemate) messing around in the kitchen