It’s 6pm and I am leaving right now. I should be at your place around 7:30-8pm at the latest. See ya soon
15 min until I leave here. **blah** I am starting to feel tired again, but I still have approx 7 hours left in this day. **yawn** I might have to inject some caffiene.
I have to go home and clean up my room and get ready for dinner. I wonder if I should take a nap. Probably not; I wont wake up until late. Hopefully, I can make it up to Vallejo by 8pm. **crosses my fingers**
**yawn** Today was a pretty productive day, for me anyway. I got alot of stuff done and cleaned up. I think monday, I going to get the guys to start cleaning the other end of the warehouse. That will probably be the project of the week.
**yawn** O.K. Let me just get out of here before I fall asleep here in the warehouse.
Mew called me a little while ago. In the 15mins that we talk, I got so many things cleared up about shit that is going in my life. I am glad that I have a good friend like her in my life.
Well, reviews on Suzanne seem to be on the extremely positive. Yah! It looks like the next big group thing is St. Patrick’s Day. I have to talk with Suzanne to see what we have planned for that. It would be cool to hang with the group in Sac; I guess they have found a new bar to hang out at. But it would be nice to hang with Suzanne’s friends too, since we (well, I anyway) haven’t done that in a while. We’ll have to discuss…
The caffiene is slowly starting to wear off on me. The guys should be on their way to In & Out about now. Mmmmmm Double Double, fries and a shake. Oh yeah.
I feel that there is so much that I need to do. Actually, there is lots of stuff that I need to do. And I have lost focus on alot of the ideas and things that I was doing and working on at the begining of the year. I need to refocus myself and get back on track.
That why I deleted my friends list and disabled the comments. I think that I ws more focus and working on self development when the journal was still “secret”. I don’t know; I kinda wrestling about the whole journal concept. What is a journal? What can and can’t you say in a journal? Should you have secret entries that only certain people can read? I’m being really arrogant thinking that people are actually interested in my journal. It’s not like I’m a LJ celebrity like angelicdestiny, apriljoy, or imjustagirl. If anything, I’m the fuck up boyfriend of serraph that people like to bag on. (side note: who is the worse boyfriend; me or jag? Something that I’ve been thinking about today for some reason).
Even has I write this, I’m writing it like there is an audience reading it. I think that is what I have to change; I need to write it as an inner dialogue to myself. That why I disabled the comments. If some one feels that they need to comment on something that I say, then they can just email me.
Hmmm. I guess I need to get back to work. I hope the guys get here in one piece with the food. And get here soon.
Current mood: contemplative
Current music: Listening to KYLD 94.9 on the radio
The next time I stop at the store on the way to work, I have to get something harder than just creamer for my coffee. At least some Baileys or Kaluha, if not something stronger.
Last night we had another false alarm fire drill at 2:30 in the morning. This time the alarm went off in my room, so I couldn’t sleep through it. Needless to say, I didn’t get an sleep at all. I was planning on just staying up and maybe going to Krispy Kreme, but Matt convinced me not to and to try to go back to sleep. Bad Idea. I am so tired with only a couple of hours of sleep. This is going to be a LONG weekend for me. And I have to go out to dinner with Serraph and her mom tonight too. **sigh** Lots of coffee and caffiene I guess