Monthly Archives: December 2000

Decided to copy April who copied someone else….
Your view on yourself
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true
self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener; they’ll
probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girl/boyfriend you are looking for.
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and
everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship.
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you
believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love.
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very
attractive, and that’s why you’ll always have admirers hanging off your
arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a
relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as
much as you can.
The right job for you.
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them
if you don’t focus on something in particular. You need to choose
something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success?
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would
like to have in case you don’t succeed. Do not give up when you have not
even started yet! Be courageous!
What are you most afraid of?
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don’t
ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is
important to you.
Who is your true self?
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods
changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and
still, but never for long.
OMG….now THAT is scary….
Current mood: cold
Current music: Various noises in the Library

but he is on the computer checking all of the LJ acct that he missed last night. I should just do all of this at work where I have a faster connection. Anyway, the cold seems to be going away. It didn’t help that I spent 4 hours coughing to death before I went to sleep. Anyways I did have a couple of wierd and crazy dreams last night. Hmm. I really need to get ready for work. I’ll discuss this stuff at work then.
AND MY SECRET SANTA STILL HASN’T GOT HIS GIFT YET!!!
Current mood: sore
Current music: Sarah and Vinnie on the radio (KLLC Alice 97.3)

Went to the health clinic today. After listening to my sob story, the doc gave me a prescription for some cough medicine w/codeine. Yay me! Maybe now I will be able to get rid of this cold. Now if I can only get some dental insurance and goto a dentist to see about this toothache that I have. The fun of eating stuff on one side of my mouth has lost the thrill that it once had.
O.k. The medicine is taken and the countdown has begun. Approx 1-2 before sleepy time. Guess I’ll fix some dinner and see if I can take a shower before I fall asleep. Maybe I might be able to get some studying done too. Hmph.
Current mood: sick
Current music: Watching The Simpsons on T.V.

Well, I’ve spent the whole day drugged up with no noticable effect. No high or anything like the day before. And masturbation lost it’s fun a long time ago….Isn’t that a line to a song? Anyway, now I’m just sick and angry, what else is new? I guess I will take a shower and head up to Sacramento for Mew’s party. That should put me in a better mood, since I haven’t seen Mew for awhile and we got stuff to talk about.
**sigh** Let me get some food into my system and then hit the shower
Current mood: sick
Current music: Moby – Southside (the original, not the one w/ Gwen Stefani)

In search of a webcam for an iMac. Tried the kesington VideoCam, but couldn’t get it to work. All the cams that I’ve seen are only for PC, even the USB ones. Any help would be appreciated.
Current mood: sick
Current music: Watching Animal House on TNT

ARRRRRGGGGG…**Hacking cough**
**sigh….cough**
I hate being sick.
Maybe some sleep will help me.
Not if I’m choking to death.
I need some vics vapor rub…or maybe a couple shots of tequilla.
Current mood: sick
Current music: News on KRON Channel 4

Just getting off of a drug high….don’t worry, it was legal drugs; OTC stuff. It was a pretty good feeling, just letting the drugs take over the body and just floating off. I did miss all of my classes though. Probably not a good thing two weeks before finals. Oh well. And the fact that I’m still not well. But I’m sure that I will be over this cold/flu within the weekend. Just in time for the cold spell that we are suppose to have.
So much stuff I need to do. I really need to get ready for the new year and look at what I did this year. Doing a quick glance, I’m going to say that I broke even. And yet, I feel like once again that I have failed at the game of life.
John Lennon. Peter is a big fan of him. I’m sure he will have his Lennon shirt on today. The closest famous person to affect me was Lucile Ball. When I heard that she had died, I got a little teary eyed. I have a hard time dealing with death. I really haven’t had anyone close to me die yet, and it scares me, cause I don’t know how I will react. I’m afraid that I will lose control or something. I don’t know.
**prayer for John Lennon**
Current mood: Somber
Current music: Listening to VH1 Behind The Music: John Lennon

1) I still have a cold/flu
2) I still have a bastard roommate that I am so close to killing. That would really ruin my xmas
3) I have a headache
4) I am broke
5) I don’t get paid until next Thursday
6) My Wang Chung Secret Santa STILL hasn’t gotten his damn The Three Musketeers DVD.
7) I still haven’t gotten my Escaflowne DVD
8) I have a BIG ASS bottle of champagne in my frig that I have no idea what to do with.
9) I’m fat
10) I have a raging headache
11) My Sheep CD-Rom game won’t work
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hmmm…..I guess it’s that time of the month for me. Great.
12) I think I hate some of my friends…..
Ok. enough PMS ranting….Nyquil and sleep. Maybe I’ll feel better tommorow…
13) Where is MY Wang Chung Secret Santa Gift
Current mood: PMS
Current music: Listening to myself coughing like a chain smoker

**sigh** I am feeling much better now. I think that the worse of the cold/flu is gone now. At least this day wasn’t a total lost, I got my xmas cards done and I will send them off tommorow. Now just waiting to talk to my baby on the phone.
Current mood: calm
Current music: Whitney Houston & George Michael – If I told You That

And he takes the SparksMatch test:
“The Conquistador ”
Independent Evil
Love Taker
tygreyes SYNOPSIS
Adventurous, greedy, and cocky. If women were continents, you’d be the Spaniard that crosses them. And if more women were Spaniards, you’d be living over there, believe me.
You want affection, not attachment, and it seems that the more you absorb someone’s love, the more you want to break away. You jump from place to place, and from person to person. Many who love you will be hurt, or are currently hurting, because of your reckless attitude. You take their resources, suck them for everything they’ve got, make them care for you, and then you move on. If Spain were a woman, you’d be drilling in the mountains.
On the other hand, there are some good things about you: you’re mostly self-sufficient. You’re confident. You’re a quick thinker. Other guys like and respect you. You treat people well most of the time. And your intentions always start out good, it’s just that somewhere down the road, your selfish inner self takes over.
Take heed of us and not him: your romantic faults could be fixed by the right person. Find her. If you fail, beware your future: your father was probably a Conquistador, too. And an alcoholic. Does he beat you still?
Ouch!
Current mood: okay
Current music: TRL on MTV