The one on the day of John Lennon’s death….

Just getting off of a drug high….don’t worry, it was legal drugs; OTC stuff. It was a pretty good feeling, just letting the drugs take over the body and just floating off. I did miss all of my classes though. Probably not a good thing two weeks before finals. Oh well. And the fact that I’m still not well. But I’m sure that I will be over this cold/flu within the weekend. Just in time for the cold spell that we are suppose to have.
So much stuff I need to do. I really need to get ready for the new year and look at what I did this year. Doing a quick glance, I’m going to say that I broke even. And yet, I feel like once again that I have failed at the game of life.
John Lennon. Peter is a big fan of him. I’m sure he will have his Lennon shirt on today. The closest famous person to affect me was Lucile Ball. When I heard that she had died, I got a little teary eyed. I have a hard time dealing with death. I really haven’t had anyone close to me die yet, and it scares me, cause I don’t know how I will react. I’m afraid that I will lose control or something. I don’t know.
**prayer for John Lennon**
Current mood: Somber
Current music: Listening to VH1 Behind The Music: John Lennon