Daily Archives: September 20, 2003

“You can’t make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to the person to realize your worth. It’s better to lose your pride to the one you love, than to lose the one you love because of pride. We spend too much time looking for the right person to love or finding fault with those we already love, when instead we should be perfecting the love we give.”

taken from Superhwa via April

[Listening to: Do What You Have to Do – Sarah McLachlan – Mirrorball (04:11)]
Don’t want to jinx myself, but something is in the air. It is way too quiet outside. And then there is this grey, but sunny day thing going on. Anyway, on my way out to East Bay and North Bay…

Unfortunately, we are human. And the chances of us repeating the mistakes that we made in the past are higher than normal.

There are answers in the past, if one studies and analyzes the evidence. There are hints and clues that lead up to specific events.

“In hindsight….” Hmph, what I need is some fucking “Frontsight”

Still, with the clues and hints that I did find, they still are not enough to answer the questions that I have.

And that’s all I want right now, the answers to questions. Isn’t that what any of us want?

And yet no man, no book, no God has the answers to my questions.

**sigh** This is too much self pitying analyzing for 10am on a Saturday.

This kind of stuff is more suited for a Sunday night,

In those last hours of the weekend before you goto sleep

And go back to the daily work grind.

Went out to San Mateo to once again watch Tim/Mark’s softball game. they kicked ass.

Returned home, had a bowl of cereal and blanked out for a couple of hours….wait. I did some reading, but I couldn’t get into it. Well, it is hard to get into it. The book is Harry Turtledove’s Into The Darkness;
basically it’s about an alternative world that has magic having their own World War. It’s fun looking at the parallels between this book and actual WWII. However, there are so many characters and places and alliances, that it is hard to keep up. Will probably end up reading it again once I’m do to make sure I didn’t miss anything. Also have Robert Jordan’s Crossroad Of Twilight. Not sure if I am going to read it or just start from the
beginning of the series. (This is book 10) All I want to know is when the fat bastard is going to be done with the series. According to Amazon, he is coming out with a prequel to the series. Fuck that, he has better get his fat ass to finishing the series before he starts writing about past stuff.

Popcap games has a new game. However it played very jerky for me. Not sure if I really like it.

Started to clean my room at 1am for some weird reason. If I was at the old place, I probably would have done it. But I don’t want to wake up Barbara, so I will wait until later this weekend.

Plans for tomorrow (or today I guess) is to try and find Cezner’s parents house in Cordilea, drop off April’s CD’s, stop by Barry/Gabi’s, and goto Seabowl for Brock’s (Amber W. son) bowling party.