Monthly Archives: July 2001

I now have all 8 DVD’s of Escaflowne. Yah!!!! Suzanne, get over here so that we can watch the last 2 DVD’s and see what happens. OMG, if it wasn’t for stupid Village Management, I could of had these DVD’s a month ago. Hopefully, I can still get the Escaflowne Tarot Card Set. WHOOHOO!!!!
Now the question becomes what Anime Series should I aim for next. I wish that they had Ranma 1/2 TV series, but all they have is the OAV box set, which isn’t bad; but I wish that they had the T. V. series starting from the beginning. I’m thinking either shooting for Cowboy Bebop or the Fushigi Yugi box set (The Suzaku, Seiryu, and the OVA Box Sets.
The problem is that Cowboy Bebop is only a box set for VHS, not DVD. Not sure if there is a DVD bos set comming out. With the Fushigi Yugi, the first two box sets are $170 apiece, kinda pricey. Then there is the wholeNeon Genesis Evangelion series. I’ve watch some of it and it’s pretty good, but wierd. I just haven’t clicked to it like some of the other animes. Then there is also Record of the Lodoss War. I have the first Box Set, which is like classic. It would be nice to get the second box set, but I’ve heard it isn’t as good s the first one.
**sigh** what I should be doing is saving up my money. School starts next month, Suzanne’s birthday is the 1st of Sept. My brothers birthday is the 2nd of August. I have to fly up to WA to see my parents. The Weddings, the Anniversaries, the Birthdays. I think that it will be awhile before I get anymore DVD’s.
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**sorry about the sizes of these, fix them when I get back**

This is what the BART Car Usually looks like when I go home from Suzanne’s. But after I took this picture, the train filled up and there were about 10-15 people in my this car. I think that it was cause I was in a 5 car train instead of a 10 car train.

I saw this and wanted to take a picture of it, but some strange guy sat in the seat where this was at. He didn’t get off until the stop before my stop. ANyway, there was something cool about it and so I took a pic.

My roommates got creative the other night and ransacked myMagnetic Poetry. You’d think that they were sexually oppressed or something. Anyway, Suzannesaw it and decided to put one of her own on the frig.
O. K. I need to race down to Fry’s and get back before Suzanne gets here so that we can go grocery shopping.
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I’m pretty sure that I’ve ranted about this before, but what good is a journal if you have to censor yourself? That’s the situation that I feel that I’m in at this point. And so the journal goes unwritten in, except for a few fluff post. I’ve thought about making all of my entries private, but I seem to never get it right and private post become public. Besides, to me that also seems to defeat the purpose of an online journal. What I think that will happen is that the nature of the journal will change. While I was at Borders last Sunday, I was perusing Journals For Dummies. The first thing I though was that “God, they will make a dummies book for anything. But the stuff that I did look at has been floating in my head all week and I think that the book might have some ideas that I could use. One idea that really has been churning is making this journal into a photo journal; taking and posting pictures and maybe making some small comments. Except that I am not a very good photographer. Maybe I should just take a sabbatical from Live Journal; concentrate on getting a web page designed and put up. Maybe go to the library and read more. I don’t know, I just can’t post my thoughts freely without thinking about the repercussions of those thoughts.
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I got other stuff besides chocolate too…




O. K. The last shirt, she got for me before she left Europe, but I wanted to show it off anyway.
And while I’m at it, I might as well show off my new computer that I got a month ago. Went from a 450mhz/128 RAM/8GB HD to a 1.2mhz/256 DDR RAM/ 60GB HD.

And here is a picture of everything on the desk with the computer, the 19″ monitor, and the scanner. The computer is under the desk right now cause it is a bit noisy for my roommate. Once I figure on how to quiet it a bit, I’ll probably put it on top of the desk, cause a pretty computer like mine should be seen by all.

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Results:
Disorder Rating Information
Paranoid: High click for info
Schizoid: High
Schizotypal: Very High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Moderate
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: Very High
Dependent: Moderate
Obsessive-Compulsive: High
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4th of july was cool, although tiring. THe best part of it I think was having breakfast with Suzanne at the Lyons in Daly City @ 5-6am. Watching the fireworks on the BART ride home was pretty cool too.
Go off of work early again today. This is not good. I don’t mind leaving work early every now and again. But this is going to start to cut in my paycheck; it is cutting in my paycheck. It is going to be noticable. Anyway, maybe I’ll use some of my sick hours or vacation hours to cover the time missing.
Not in a good mood right now. I don’t think the St. John’s Wort is helping me much. All it’s doing is making me sick and even more moodier it seems. **sigh** It’s suppose to take 6-8 weeks before any effects take place, so I guess I should stick too it. But all I feel like doing is curlling up in bed and crying.
I think that is what I will do, just turn off everything and lay down and nap for awhile. Then later I will call Suzanne before she goes to sleep. Maybe I’ll do some Tae-bo when I wake up too.
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damn it! I hate sites that use that stupid Comet Cursor. It installs without my permision and it’s always a bitch to uninstall for some reason.
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I want so many things. I kinda want to get a new car, but I’m holding out hoping that the good ole Metro will last a year or two. I want to get a new cell phone. The Good Guys had a promotion that you would get a Palm organizer with any cell phone purchase. Of course if is the low end, M100, but still. I also want a 52″ HD-Upgradable TV/Computer Monitor. Could you imagine using you computer on something like that? I want to get away to Monterey for the weekend with my girlfriend. The last couple of time, something has always come up. I want to go and be touristy with my girl, take her out to dinner, and then be able to sleep with her on a nice sized bed. I want a new waredrobe. I want to throw away or donate all of my clothes and just start all over again. New shirts, new pants, new jeans, new tees, new underwear; I want a one piece. I know it’s all about the guys that are ripped and not the underwear itself that makes the guys sexy. But maybe, just maybe, if I got them, then I would look a little sexy too. Fuck it I just want them. I want a gym subscription so that I could go with Matt and Justin and work out. Instead, I am stuck with Mr uneducated Billy Banks. I want a blowjob. nuff said. I want health insurance so that I can get on some antidepressants so that I wouldn’t be so moody. I want to buy the last two Escaflowne DVD’s so I can fucking see what happens at the end. AAARRRGGHHH!!!!!
**slams head on desk**
**sigh**
O.K. I am much better now.
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Deathly bored at work. Out of 1200 items, there were only 4 items that did not match up with the system. That is was kiss ass is about.
Still, we are frozen cause the store isn’t finish compiling it’s inv. info yet, so there is nothing really to do except to wait.
I really do need hours, but there is nothing to do here, so I will leave early. I need to stop by the bookstore to pick up some CD-R’s and to get some prices on Imacs for Suzanne. I also should do laundry tonight.
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Getting ready to go and see Suzanne. Downloaded all of her European pictures, all 276 of them. I need to get some CD-R’s tomorrow from the bookstore so that I can burn the pictures onto a CD for her. I wonder if I could burn them on a CDRW? Would that work on her IMac?
Anyway, we are going to watch Atlantis today with her family and maybe Jason. I wonder how hot Antioch will be today?
**sigh** After a brief intermission, the dancers walk on the dance floor and once again start the dance…
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