I am in the mood to get into a fight again. i was like this a few months ago, but I never got into the fight that i wanted to get into. Sometimes I wish that Suzanne would have sent JMc over to kick my ass, just so I could have a reason to fight. Actually, I think that I just want to feel physical pain to take away from the emotional pain, and I’m too chicken to do something like cut myself. I’m just not that depressed yet. Ok. I don’t need to get that depressed right now.
Tommorow is the warehouse employee motivation seminar at Santa Clara, i.e. we’re getting paid to goto Great America. WHOOHOO!!!! I think that for one day, I am just going to put all of my worries and doubts to the side and enjoy myself.
A 40-something rediscovering life in California