it’s so cold, yet so bright outside
This is what I want; to be alone, right?
I will have another chance right?
I didn’t think so with April, but then I met Suzanne
So that means that their could be someone after Suzanne
Will I have to go through the suffering that I did before
Will I have to put my friends through that same suffering over again.
Heh, yeah right. They are all away dealing with their own lives. No time for Joe anymore.
This is what I wanted, to be alone to solve all of my problems.
So get up, adjust the mask and the disguise, and go out into the world.
While I think up ways of advoiding it and leaving it.
Current mood: depressed
A 40-something rediscovering life in California