Well, well, well. Look who come creeping back to LJ. **sigh** It has been a while since I’ve posted anything; like I posted stuff that was interesting anyway, not like the sky and camille episode. I don’t know why I stopped. Part of the reason was my computer itself. the last couple of weeks, I’ve been upgrading my computer; adding a CD writer and a new sound card. The results have been that my system has been inoperable. Even now, it is running, but the sound is only comming out of one speaker. Once I get the money for a new graphics cards, I’m going to take it in and have Gateway install the card and fix everything. It’ll cost, but I just want my machine to work perfectly. I know it’ll never work perfectly while I’m using Windows. Another reason is that I’ve been kinda scared to post. I have had so much stuff that I wanted to spew out onto the world. About everything, from the election to religion to people in my life and on LJ. But I haven’t been able to. I’ve just been frozen and I don’t know why. Hopefully I can thaw out a bit and start to write about what’s going on in my life. But all of this will have to wait until I finish emailing everybody. And there is a list of people that I have to email. Oy Vey!! Well, today is going to be a fun day. I get to have lunch with Suzanne’s family. It will be interesting to see since her parent and family is seperated. It’s not like there is going to be a food fight or anything. If anything, I’ll just be an accessory for Suzanne; not saying much and just staying out of trouble. And yet, on this beautiful day, a sense of forebodding covers me like a heavy cloak around my shoulders. **sigh** O.k. Time to get ready for this. I have to meet suzanne’s at her mom’s in Antioch. May the force be with me.
A 40-something rediscovering life in California