Monthly Archives: August 2000

Hmmm. Sting isn’t doing it for me. I want to goto sleep, but HE is in there. Hmmm I guess I’ll stay up until HE goes to sleep.
God, I am so petty sometimes. I need to take a chill pill or something.
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I picked The Best of Sting. Hmmm. We’ll see if it works for me or not.
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O.k. enuf Marilyn. Time for something else.
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I wonder how long I can go on babbling about stupid stuff before I start talking about real stuff. Hmmm.
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My dick is feeling horny, like it want to be messed around with or something, but my body and mind are saying “SHUT UP!”. They are not in the mood for lovin.
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I don’t like the drugs, but the drugs like me.
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Current music: Marilyn Manson – I Don’t Like The Drugs

I might have to cancel going to my parents for labor day. I have money and could probably get the tickets, but then I would be tight for money AGAIN. So tommorow I will call mommy and cancel. She is NOT going to like THAT.
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O.K. calm now. So….O.K….not calm….I wonder if I should play a game or watch a DVD.
I think its the fact that I feel alone in a house with 3 other people. That really sucks.
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Hmm, I am really aggrivated now. God…AAARRRGGHHH
Anyway, they are watching Star Wars, Episode I. The fight scene…and all I can do is hide behind my computer and type away. I wonder when did I become so jaded. I can feel my anger just rising; ok, not rising, but smoldering anyway.
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there is no light in the living room, so the web cam is going to look bad. 🙁
So much for my good mood.
Bleh….
Current mood: aggravated
Current music: Marilyn Manson – The Dope Show