Monthly Archives: October 2000

Hate….

I decided that the only thing that keeps me going sometimes is hate. Hate for school, hate for work, hate for people, hate for myself. If I didn’t have that hate, would I be able to survive? Would I have a purpose? Something to think about….
Current mood: gassy
Current music: Listening to the debate

The one after the housing meeting…..

Today was a pretty decent day. I was late to Karate, has usual. I really need to start practicing more at home or something. Maybe the teacher will let me join in his 11am class also so I would have 2hrs of Karate. Something to think about.
After that went to work. The DSL line is still down, so there wasn’t much work for us to do. We did some trouble shooting and filled some orders. We also got in a shitload of frisbees. They were suppose to be for the grand opening, but I guess they missed that date. Tim and I left early, cause there wasn’t really much for us to do.
The big news of the day is that my Escaflowne DVD finally came in. It is soooooooo good. I need to go ahead and preorder the next DVD. I think it comes out in December. I only watched the first episode, but it comes with 4 music videos that has snippets of the DVD’s to come. and if I get all 8, i can sent in for a tarot card set just like in the anime. The DVD’s have the same episodes that Suzanne has on video, so I’m not worried about her missing anything. I think starting with the next DVD, I will have to wait for her to watch them unless she buys it on video. The movie that I’m waiting to watch with her is Lady and the Tramp. I wanted to watch it with her last weekend when she camee, but she wanted Red Lobster. I should have just told her instead of trying to hint at it. Oh well, next time.
So at 6, I went to this meeting about the Village. The Village is the new on campus apartment that they are building. We have a projected move in date on Nov 4th. Most of the meeting was bullshit, but what it came down to was that if we don’t move in now, we won’t get another chance to move in. So I need to think about what I want to do. On the one hand, if I move into the Village,I won’t have to deal with the bastard, Quetzal; I’ll be even closer to campus; I’ll have my own phone, cable, and high-speed internet line; I won’t have to deal with the bastard, Quetzal. But the village apartment are somewhat smaller than Park Merced. And also if Quetzal is gone, then I might have a room all to myself. Randy is most likely staying in Park Merced since he is graduating. And I wouldn’t mind having him has a roommate. Mike wants me has a roommate….I like Mike, I don’t know if I want him has a roommate. The whole Dave Matthews issue; also he is kinda messy. But he does clean up. It’s just that he has alot of dishes and it takes him forever to wash dishes. It’s all petty stuff, but I wouldn’t mind if we were though. Just don’t stick me with the bastard. I’ll have to discuss this with Suzanne and see what she thinks. It will be cool if I have a room to myself in Park Merced, then we could have privacy and don’t have to worry about roommates. But if I was on campus, I could have the web cam on all the time so my girlie could see me and I would have my own line so that I wouldn’t have to deal with this calling card crap. Decisions, Decisions.
I don’t want to get into the whole discussion about me not taking Suzanne to me Mew. She has already met some of my closest friends. She met my best friend, Dan and is wife Jennifer. She has also met April, so it’s not like I’m hiding her from them. She has also talked to Lesa online many times before.
Speaking of the devil (or in this case, an angel) she is online right now. So I think I will sign off for awhile an chat with my girlfriend. later
Current mood: calm
Current music: clicking of keys in the computer lab

So I’m home. What a

So I’m home. What a day…Amber left early cause she was in pain. The printer and the DSL connection both broke, so I couldn’t get any work done. So I’m home now and I need to do laundry. Yuck. So much of it. What else? Oh yeah, I got my housing assignment today. I’m suppose to move in on the 4th of November. The thing is that I need to find out if the other roommates are going to be my roommates. I wouldn’t mind if Randy is my roommate because he is cool and clean. I could probably deal with Mike; he’s a funny guy and he can clean, but he also can make a mess and the whole Dave Matthews issue. But if Quetzal is my roommate then, they will def. either have to move me or him because I REFUSE to live with him. Actually, Mike got his letter about housing too, but I couldn’t read it to see what room he is in. This is going to suck. I just got everything moved in and now I have to pack shit up again. >:-P
**sigh**….what else….there is this mood that is going around and I’m trying to not let it bring me down. Doing good so far, but I’ll be even better when I call Suzanne tonight. I’m sure she is pissed cause I got disconnected last night and it took me forever to get back on. But once I move back onto campus, high speed line baby….WHOOHOO. No more of this crap dial up. OK. Time to do some laundry
Current mood: good
Current music: listening to traffic outside my window

big ass post going on

big ass post going on and then of course the computer freezes and I lose it. Hmph. Oh well, it’s time for class anyway. I just have to rant when I get home tonight
Current mood: annoyed
Current music: clicking of keys and hum of computers in lab

Life is much better

It’s all about talkin to my girlie and listening to ABBA’s greatest hits. Yeah!!!
Current mood: amused
Current music: Abba – Take A Chance On Me

Finally get a computer minutes

Finally get a computer minutes before class starts. When it rains or it is cloudly, all of the computers in the library are busy. Maybe I should look for another lab to use. I’ve heard that there is a lab in the gym that too many people don’t know about. maybe I’ll check it out.
The full moon is up and I am starting to get horny again. Where is my girlfriend?!?! I’m not going to be able to see her this weekend cause I have to study for midterms. Yuck. If worse comes to worse, I can pay a visit to Rosie. heh.
I hope that my car is done today, I really need to go grocery shopping. The thing is, I hope I can get it without my Driver Licence. I need to goto DMV an get a new one. OK time for class
Current mood:
Current music:

Ah home. And so is

Ah home. And so is the bastard. Yuck. There goes the night. I guess I will do dishes now, and then later do laundry.
Oh yeah, Amazon sent me an email that they have shipped out my Escaflowne DVD. WHOHOO!!! It should be here in a few days. I can’t wait.
Current mood: annoyed
Current music: Moby – All That I Need Is To Be Loved

The bump on my nose

The bump on my nose is def. a pimple. I think I got it from Suzanne, cause she thought that she was getting on her nose, but it didn’t happen. The pimple must have overheard her and decided to jump over to my nose. That bastard….
….speaking of bastards, Questal was up early this morning for some reason. When I finally got up, he was out in the living room reading. God he is so messy. Didn’t his mamma teach him how to clean. **sigh** the dishes are piling up, I think it might be my turn to wash them. We don’t have a schedule per say, but I think that Randy did the dishes last time. Mike’s been busy with the Jewish holiday, so I guess I’ll have to do them. They will have to wait until tonight, I’m not going to be late for class just to do dishes.
Current mood: groggy
Current music: Music For Freelance – Remixies from Cowboy Bebop

All the stuff that I’ve

All the stuff that I’ve ordered is taking it’s sweet time getting to me:
Vision Of Escaflowne DVD from Amazon – backordered until the 24th. AARRGGHHH. If you haven’t seen this anime, then you have ot go and get it. They are showing it on FOX, but the voice actors that they have suck. You have to watch it japanese/subtitled. It’s the only way.
Die Hard Trilogy DVD from buy.com –
sent to the warehouse. It’s been sent to the warehouse for days now. How long does it take to get to the fuckin warehouse.
Various CD’s from BMG –
I ordered these almost two or three weeks ago. I looked at what I ordered and started to have second thoughts about it. All of it is safe stuff that I have heard before. Three are greatest hits, one is one I’ve heard before, and the last one is a new one. I think the next CD’s will have to be anime imports. The think is that they are so expensive. They are between $20-$40. So I’ll probably only be able to get one or two at the most.
Questal is still awake, so I think I should goto sleep before he does so I don’t have to deal with him. Goodnight ya’ll
Current mood: calm
Current music: Music For Freelance – Remixies from Cowboy Bebop

So I am still alive

So I am still alive after watching Questal’s drunken performace. **sigh** This was suppose to be temporary. Anyway, he has decided to come out from the room and spent his time out in the living room reading. I wonder why? Anyway, I have my headphones on and he has his CD Player and headphones. We are both on opposite sides of the room kinda, so I guess it is peaceful enough. Every once in awhile I hear him muttering, but I just tend to ignore it now.
Today was an O.K. day. It started with the phone ringing off the hook. I’m talking about a good minute. The person really wanted to talk to someone. Questal gets the phone and it’s for Mike. I swear that boy gets so many phone calls. HE is the one that might need to think about getting his own personal line. Anyway, I eventually get out of bed and wander to school. I’m wearing my new shoes and it feels like I’m a good foot or so off the ground. I kinda felt that I was walking with heels, but not quite. Anyway, it was overcast here at SF State and it was drizzling for most of the day. Classes went by O.K. I think that I have lost one of my books for my CA Hist class. Fuck. Now I either have to buy a new book, or tey to check it out from the library. I know there is one on reserve, but I think it has a two hour limit on it.
Work was good. I got some stuff out the way. I still need to stay later and start working on the clothes section, organizing it an aranging things in the whole gist section. The art section could also use a good once over. Got a call from AAMCO; $700 for a new fly wheel and other stuff. It’s better than what I thought it would be. But there is also an oil leak too I think. My CD Writer just gets father and father away from me.
After work I came home and took a shower and rested and then went out to dinner with Angie. Angie is my friend from Solano where we both worked at the bookstore. Anyway, I hadn’t talked to her since the summer, so it was good to see her. I had missed her birthday, cause I had to help Shwan move, to this dinner was to make up for that. I took her to the Hungry Hunter near the airport. We had never been there and I guess I was expecting something like Applebee’s or T.G.I.Fridays. It’s more of a Steak House like Cattlemen’s. There wasn’t much of a selection on the menu, some appetizers, some poultry and lamb, mostly meat like fillet Mignon and porterhouse. There was so much stuff before our main meal, that we were stuffed when it finally came. There was a full tray of potato skins for appetizers. Then there was bread, and a nice sized salad that they made at your table. I had filet mignon with a potato while Angie had a house cut with mashed potatoes and soup. There was NO room for dessert. Too bad, because the dessert looked really good. So we were there for a good 2 hours, catching up on things. After dinner, we came back to my apt. and I introduced her to the roommates and we talked for another hour before she left.
**sigh** Angie’s the closest friend that I have now that Shawn is gone. And she is a good friend too; we are kinda in the same boat in that it has taken us forever to get out of school and that we are older than our friends. I wish there was more time for us to hang, but she is busy with all of her stuff and me with mine. But we know that when either of us is in trouble, the other will be there.
I hope my girlfriend had a good day today. I miss her and I’m thinking about her, but sometimes I need to focus on other things in my life. I hope she isn’t pissed at me cause I went to dinner and didn’t call her. I did sent her an email about it. I’ll have to call her tommorow; but I think that Dark Angel comes on tommorow. I’ll have to call after that. That’ll give me time to watch Buffy.
The other thing that is going on is that I either slept on my nose wrong or there is a pimple that is going to erupt soon. I how that it isnt a pimple, caue it feels like it will be a big one if it is.
Current mood: full
Current music: For Lovers Only – The Vision of Escaflowne Soundtrack