So slight moment of weakness at work today over the ex. Luckily the guys were there to stop me from visiting her journal in order to self-inflict pain on myself. Other than today, I think that I have done pretty good not going to her site, asking April about her, or using Eric’s login to check her site. Doesn’t mean that I don’t stop thinking about her or dreaming about her though. 🙁
O. K. If I am going to stay up tonight, and keep myself from spending the night thinking about Suzanne, I might as well be productive. Am going to mess with Moveable Type once again.
I should be downstairs watching Married by America, but I took one look at one of the guys and said, “I just can’t watch this. They are making it too easy for me.” The guy just looked like a total loser; Evan from Joe Millionaire x10 in stupidity. And I can’t get hooked on reality television, no matter how many of them the networks throw at me. I guess there is another one called The Family where this family is competing for money, but they are being judged by their servants. Had to avoid that one too.
Was planning on sleeping all night, but I heard Mike close a door or something and it woke me up. Hopefully I can go to sleep at around 1-2am tonight and won’t stay up until 5-6am. That would be bad. No Nyquil, so I can’t drug myself to sleep.
Semi eventful monday so far. Don’t know what I slept on, but my neck is killing me. Tim and Mark are reading about the new EA baseball game; basicly being little boys. O.K. I would probably be with them if I had a PS2. **yawn**
Anyway…Need to finish up some work here
for stopping me from doing stupid things like going to Suzanne’s livejournal to see what she is doing.
Now they are pulling me away from the keyboard.