Monthly Archives: June 2001

France sucks major ass and I would cheer to see it fall
burning into the sea.
Suz
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She will be back on Thursday afternoon
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slowly starting to wake up a bit. So what am I planning on doing? going to get some fast food so that I can become sleepy again. I just want to live my life in a hazy dream. Just wandering around in a half daze, barely concious of things and events surrounding me. **yawn**
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This overcast sky is def. not helping the blah feeling that I have. I am so sleepy, even though I went to bed kinda early. And my nose is bugging the hell out of me. I wonder if this is what allergies feel like. I want to go home and hide under the covers, but Amber is sick and I need the hours for the paycheck. Poop
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Organizing all of my personal pictures from high school and onward, it looks like a big mess. I could have sworn that I had more pictures scanned than what I have. I think I need to look at the backup CD’s that I burned and see if I forgot to copy some folders over. Needless to say, there are a shitload of pictures to scan. I think that I will start from high school in San Leandro and work my my way up through the years. I think that I might post some on LJ and maybe put a little history behind it. Anyway, I have work tomorrow. Justin is still outside studying with Matt and a classmate. I was going to do dishes, but I think that I will worry about them tomorrow.
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I am such a slave to my desires. I’ve been sick for most of the day, living off of toast and rest. So what am I having now but a milkshake (Vanilla, Caramel, Chocolate covered Waffle Pieces, Chocolate, and Chocolate Truffles.) I just don’t have any willpower. I just d whatever pleases me.
Anyway, Brent found somemore pictures of my family that I needed to scan. So they are all done. Next, I move on to old highschool pictures. Most of those should already be scanned from last year when I was using Shawn’s scanner. I need to figure out a way to group them, though.
Played Half Life; got passed the tenticle thing and I think that I am nearing the end. I am really kicking butt in the game.
Matt< justin and their classmate are outside studying for their class. Makes me glad that I'm not taking summer school. But there is this smell, like jelly, that I keep smelling. I don't remember having jelly with my toast today. I wonder if one of the guys decided to fix a jelly sandwich...wait, it's Matt's pizza. I woner why I think I smell jelly instead of cheese? Current mood: busy
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After a couple of naps, running to the bathroom, and eating toast all day, my stomach seems to have settled down. I guess that I should be glad that I’m feeling better.
But I just saw some T.V. coverage of the Pride Parade and I feel like crap cause it looks like good times. The B-52’s are playing at the main stage and I know that there are tons of DJ’s at the other stages. **sigh** Well, I hope that Brent had a good time with his friends.
In other news, Suzanne called me from Switzerland. she was drinking vodka and I’m not sure if she was drunk or not. She is have a good time and she will be back home Thursday afternoon.
Part of me wants to take a shower and go down to the Parade, but it is already 5:00 and things will be wrapping up by time I got down there. Poop. I guess that I will find something to do around the house then.
Oh yeah, some bastard in San Jose won the lottery. I won jack shit. Poop
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Well, I should be downtown getting ready to watch the Pride Parade with Brent and friends. Instead, I am at home, just getting off of the toilet, feeling weak and nauseous. We had some greasy pizza last night and I think that is the cause of my feeling like I want to throw up. Part of me wants to induce throwing up just so that I can get it over with. The other part just wants to ride it out and hope that I don’t. I think I am going to side with the latter and try to get some sleep and hope that it will pass.
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My friend Brent is comming down from Vacaville to see me and to spend the night. Tomorrow, we are going to the Pride Parade. I really don’t have any money, so I hope that I can keep Brent entertain all day. Maybe we’ll head out either to Pacifica or maybe the Golden Gate. I’ve never walked across the bridge before, and I’m feeling a little touristy today. I would do Fisherman’s Wharf, but you got to have some money to be that kind of tourist.
Also the lottery is tonight, $132,000,000. Yowzers!!!! If you took the lump sum, it would be about $60,000,000. And if you did payments, your first payment would be for $3,300,000. **sigh** what I could do with either amount.
Decided to play Half-Life last night. OMG, I love my computer. Half-Life was good and everything on my old computer, but on my new computer, it is just even more beautiful and so fucking fast. I love it. I’m at the Blast Pit right now, which is the part that I always get stuck at. Basicly there is this monster with tenticles in this missle silo and you have to get to the top of this silo to turn the rocket on to kill it. Except that the monster is sound sensative and if you make any sounds, you die. I have never been able to climb to the top in one piece. Hmmm, maybe this time I can make it happen.
I also have more pictures to scan. There are some really cute ones of me has a child. I even have one or two of April from the Shakespeare Festival in Ashland, OR. Damn, I didn’t realize how fucking tall Paul was. I didn’t realize that I was killing April in the picture either. I will def. have to scan it and email it to her.
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“See this finger? See this thumb? See this fist, you’d better run!”
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Another summer project done. I got all the old pictures from the photo album that I borrowed scanned onto the computer. Now all I have to do is to fix them up a bit. I can do some very minor stuff like straightening and stuff, but I will need Suzanne and a copy of Photoshop for most of the pictures. I wanted to get everything done so that I could give my Dad a CD of pictures that he could take with him when he goes to the East Coast next weekend so he could show my Aunt Jackie. Not sure if it will get done in time.
More Tae-bo shinanegons after work today. No even going to bother to rant about that.
Got my evaluation back. 5’s and one 4.5. I wonder if the raise could take effect in this paycheck. I’ll probably have to wait until the next one.
I don’t know how I could spend so much money. I need to get my reciepts together and look to see where the money went. Poop.
SO what is on the agenda tonight. I am waiting for the Ice cream to soften so that I can make a shake and I’m thinking of watching DVD’s. I still haven’t see “A Few Good Men”. Actually I could watch any of my DVD’s and just watch the commentary or special features.
But then I was thinking of playing Deux Ex since I haven’t played for awhile, and it is a birthday present. I let Kurt borrow Diablo II (which probably wasn’t a good idea since the expansion comes out next week, but oh well.) and I uninstalled Anarchy Online. I wish that Doomie was still on LJ so that I could talk to him about AO. It is a piece of crap right now, and they are still going gold at the end of the month. If, by some miricle of God that they can get all the bugs worked out of it, it still is going to suck. All the stuff that I’ve read about WWII Online, I can see happening to AO.
Then there is Zen and the Art of Motorcycle Repair. I read it before, but I just couldn’t get what all of my friends were getting out of it. I’ve been thinking about rereading it again to see if maybe it would be clearer to me now. It took me several times to get into Robert Cook and the Wheel of Time series. I would always get to around page 100 and then lost interest. But once I was able to get pass page 100, I was hooked.
Hmmm, what to do; what to do.
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