No lovin tonight….it’s all about self-hate and self-loathing…
Well, I’m not totally depressed yet. But the fog is moving in…
Hmmm…what to do to get some feeling back into my body. Sex won’t do it. I don’t think that I’m at the point where I want to cut myself. Burning…hmmm, naw, that’ll blister. Maybe I just need some food and a long shower and/or a bath. Then I can clean the kitchen and recenter myself…
blah, blah, blah.
Current mood: blah
Current music: Cowboy Bebop – Music For Freelance
A 40-something rediscovering life in California