I feel the thoughts swirl around me, like some kind of fog that surrounds me. They beg to be released to, to lash out against all that attack me…but although some slip out, I hold most of them in check…
I feel the drugs in my system; In the back of my throat I taste the powder of the medicine. I feel it disapate in my system and I feel it race thru my blood….
Turn off the computer. Turn the lights off. Lay down on your bed. Ignore the sounds coming from downstarirs. Follow the sound of your beating heart. Find that pulse and follow it has it slows down and leads you to….
A 40-something rediscovering life in California