Daily Archives: July 30, 2000

I really don’t want to

I really don’t want to be depressed, but I feel it comming on. I wish I could get a hold of some real depression drugs, and not just take St. Johns Wort; which I don’t think is doing anything for me anyways. OK. I have to get off, this isn’t helping
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what I really should do

what I really should do is take a shower. I’m sure that would make me feel better. But I have to wait for Shawn to call from the laundramat so I can pick him up. Hmm. I guess I will wait then. I just sit in the dark and ponder my pitiful life
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well, I called the bank

well, I called the bank to find out how much money I had, and it was less than I thought I had, so I decided to stay home and cry about it. God, I never seem to have any money nowadays. I can’t wait to get back to school, so Financial aide can pay for my rent and I can use my work money for other things.
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Lazy Scanner Days

Well, today was more productive than yesterday. Spent all day scanning pictures. Sent some of them to April. It cheered her up a bit. She seems really sad, but it could just be her time of the month. Anyway, that is all I have done. Shawn has convinced me to go do laundry tonight, which I need to do, but I was going to put it off until later. OK let me get out of here
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