The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity:
Uriel Choiseul
Known in some parts of the world as:
Kronos of The Steely Moon
The Great Archives Record:
A child of the Moon Goddess – Cold, determined, but of the light in the night.
Eh…sounds a little like me. I prefer the moonlight over darkness.
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It is 2am and I still can’t get to sleep.
Not even after lathering myself up with Vapor Rub and taking some Tylenol Cold Tablets that I found.
Now trying the old hot milk trick in hopes that it puts me to sleep.
I hate being sick.
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**cough**
Yeah, so I had another Sleepytime tea with some honey and now, an hour later, I’m still not sleepy. I just know that I’m going to be up all night coughing my ass off. Poop, I say.
**sigh** Part of me really wants to just take pictures, but the sensible part of me knows that I look and feel like crap and that it would be a mistake.
Basically, I’m just bored and lonely. And this Deepak Chopra book isn’t helping me get any closer to knowing God.
**cough** reading old emails from Suzanne is def. not helping the mood.
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OMG, I am so veklempt right now….Talks amongst yourselves. Topic: Just how big of a gold digger is Heidi or just how dumb is “Joe”.
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Still feeling like crap. **sigh** I wish that I could goto Suzanne’s or have her come over here, even though she would get tired of me coughing and stuff. I can be a baby at times when I’m sick. Still I miss her. For some reason, I started thinking about all the different hair style that she had. I love the way that she can change her hair. I mean, the only thing she never had was curls. The only hair style I didn’t particularly like was the pink wig that she had. But, I liked when she would put her hair in two braids, or when she would have it long, or when she dyed it. I’m very much missing her hair along with the rest of her.
Back to the sickness. Mike has convinced me not to take Nyquil, and after the awful dreams I had last night, I think I will listen to his advice. So I took some Sleeytime tea, which is making me sleepy, but then I remembered that Joe Millionaire is on tonight. I know that I am not the only one who is waiting to see this show. I really doubt that he is making $18,000 a year. I mean, I know Suzanne was was making more just by being an apprentice electrician. And I could have sworn they said that he was from California. But oh man, I can’t wait to see some of the gold diggers on this show. And you know there will be some. So, I think that I am going to clean my room a bit and move my bed away from the window. Then I’ll Lysol the whole room out to disinfect it and go downstairs and watch T. V. And hopefully tonight, my body immune system will kick in and get rid of this cold for good.
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I hate being sick and at work.
I’m not that sick, but I just can’t get rid of this cough. Wondering if I should go home sick after the manager’s meeting tomorrow. **sigh** I don’t know, as long as I don’t get any sicker.
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Took some Nyquil early while I was watching Margaret Cho. Had to stop it 2/3 done because Nyquil was kicking in early. Besides I was disappointed with the DVD. Margaret Cho is funny, but the movie was really slow paced; there was this incredible long pause between all of her jokes/monologues.
Anyway, during a twisting, fever induced sleep, I started thinking and realized that while I have forgotten about the security deposit for a new place when I move out. I have no money for a security deposit right now. I mean, I would get back my part of the deposit from here, but that would only be $250 and some of that would be taken out for the marks on the wall when I tried to get my bed upstairs. I should be getting a refund from my taxes; with the amount that they took out, I had better. But it won’t be as much as last year when I was a student and got the $1000 credit.
Anyway, I started freaking out and couldn’t go to sleep. Was thinking about how I would have to live in my car; how I would have to sell my car and in the process, lose Suzanne forever. I lost my job somehow too and for some reason couldn’t claim unemployment. I finally ended up at my parents with just the clothes on my back, dirty and disheveled. Horrible thoughts, but I couldn’t get them out of my head.
So now I’m looking at apartment listings at Craigslist, trying to calm myself down. There are 2 bedroom apartments for $1400 and less, and the security deposits are not that bad. But still, financial wise, this is going to be another tough year for me. Blah. I’m going to have to get that 2nd job sooner or later.
Now, I think that I am going to go and fix some hot tea in hopes that it stops my coughing and puts me to sleep.
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April never called, so I just stayed in and fought with my cold. Nothing major, just a persistent cough that won’t go away.
Watched the Steelers and the 49’ers come from behind to win their games today. I’m not the biggest sports fan, but I really enjoyed these games
Poked around with Mike’s laptop. He doesn’t have a network card, so I have to use the built in modem to connect to the Internet. There are about 10 MB of updates that I might download for him tonight (he’s spending the night at Antioch with his friend Bora).
As for me, I’m planning on watching Margaret Cho on DVD and taking Nyquil once again to see if I can kick the rest of this cold once and for all.
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Went to the mall and looked around. Still lots of people shopping and stuff.
Went to Borders for a couple of hours. Don’t know why they didn’t hire me, cause there was a long ass line at the cash registers.
Went to Movie Magic and treated myself to some rentals. Divine Secrets of the Ya-Ya Sisterhood and The Notorious C.H.O. (Margaret Cho). Ya-Ya Sisterhood was kind of a let down, although Sandra Bullock looked hot. Will watch Margaret Cho tomorrow.
Mike came back from his parents house. He had a good time and came back with his dad’s old laptop (Sony Vaio). I will play around with it tomorrow to see if it is wireless ready.
Might be seeing April tomorrow. She sent me a text message saying that she will be in town tomorrow. It depends if she wants to hang out with me even though I’m still sick.
Cold still hasn’t quite gone away, so I will try nuking it with Nyquil one more time in hopes that it will be gone tomorrow.
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Ya know, I probably wouldn’t hate these role-playing journals if their authors would write better. Gawd, it’s just horrendous. I’m not saying that I’m a particularly good writer either, but some of this stuff is just stomach wrenching bad.
Anyway, in more important news about my life (hah!), it seems that my mouse might be dying. If I stretch it out and try to use it on my bed, it disconnects and reconnects itself. I give it a couple of months, hopefully. I think that once it completely dies, that’s when I will break down and get the BestBuy card and do a little shopping. A new wireless mouse, a new hard drive, some web cam software, maybe a new wireless keyboard. I know, great way to save money. But my computer is a very important part of my life. It’s an investment, like my car, and I need to take care of it.
Well, I am feeling a little better. I think that I am going to take a shower and head to the mall to get a breath of fresh air.
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