Monthly Archives: May 2001

Got the money orders to pay housing back. Poop. I have no money whatsoever. After this is all and done, I figure that I will have 44 dollars left for groceries. 88 if I get the 40 for helping with cap/gown returns on Sat in cash. I will def. be stay home and not driving much these next couple of weeks. I’ll have to wait until the 13th of June before I have any money.
O.K. I will try not to think about it right now. I need to get they order done and then go home to study for my final tomorrow…
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Amber is still sick and Peter is not here yet. What else is new….
Suzanne will get my computer stuff to Jason and hopefully I can get my new computer soon. Yay.
It’s like I am tired of going to school and I’m already tired of working 40hr a week. Not good….
O.K. I guess I should make an appearance on the cameras and do some work.
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So the school drama has changed from paying rent to academic probation and disqualification. I suffer from depression and a couple of semsters ago, it hit hard, and I just kinda went into myself and just stayed home in bed for a couple of weeks. It happened during finals and needless to say, I failed all of them.
Well, my grades have been improving, but I am still on probation. What this all means is that I have to talk to 3-4 different heads of departments up to the President’s office and have them sign a paper saying that I can take classes. I thought that I was off of it this semester, but I guess I wasn’t. Well, they will see that I am still improving and they will sign the papers. The thing is that it is hard enough to find these people during the regular semester; the summer is going to be almost impossibe. **sigh** Oh well, I guess I have to do what I have to do.
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No matter how sad and depressed I am, I am always cheered up and comforted a little by looking at San Francisco as I am crossing the bridges.
Anyway, I went to sleep early last night at around 11pm. I stayed up a bit and did some reading, but after getting little sleep the last two nights, I was exhausted. I still don’t feel like I got any rest.
Had a dream that Suzanne and I were working for Sen. McCain in his cabin out in the woods and that Suzanne got bit by a rattlesnake twice. It bit me too, but for some reason, I didn’t get poisoned.
I had other dreams too, but I can’t really remember them. I wonder what the dream meant?
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Anyway, Amber is sick, Peter isn’t comming in today, and Tim won’t be here until noon. Joe’s all alone at the warehouse. Heh.
Poop…
kinda gassy today.
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Try not to take things too personally today. If insults come your way, simply shrug them off casually. Other people are likely to be on a rampage and arguments are likely to ensue. Find comfort in tangible pleasures and royal comforts. There is an activating force in the air today that might make you feel restless. If you have been contemplating starting a new project of some sort, now would be a great day to get it off the ground. You seem tireless today, so make good use of this extra energy.
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I also vaguely remember a dream where they had all of Shipping/Recieving covered in orange ballons for Terresa since she was graduating and they (the S/R crew) was trying to stop me from poping the ballons….
Do I blame the movie Magnolia or the part of the chocolate bunny that I had for the wierdness?
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You have Kenny Rogers’s The Gambler (You got to know when to hold’en….) and the song from Dumbo (I be done seen about everything something, something something; it’s the one that the crows sing) running in my head. Actually I have Rick James Mary Jane in my head too…
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So the computer crashed, and when I rebooted I lost my network connection…
And I missed Suzanne…
So I’ve been trying for the last hour or so to get on with dial-up….
If I didn’t need my computer to finish my papers, I would so take it in to get it fixed.
On a side note, found out that I can take away one grade. On the paper that I have to redo, I would have gotten a D-. I’m thinking that if I take that grade away, then I can spend more time preparing for the final.
Hmmm Something to think about.
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Current music: Vision of Escaflowne Sdtk. – For Lovers Only

Just came back from Movie Magic to return the DVD’s that I rented.
My God, I am so fucking high, and it’s all natural; no drugs or additives.
I feel like I’m on E or drunk off of my ass….
Actually the high is wearing off a bit….
But when I was walking, I just saw everything in a new light.
It was like my eyes were open to the world around me.
Colors, shapes, sounds, lights, smells, touch; they were all heightened….
I even saw a baby skunk….
Now I’m home listening to happy techno-synth Christian music
And just kinda relaxing with the buzz a bit….
Before I tackle my paper.
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Current music: Joy Electric – Disco for a Ride