Monthly Archives: May 2001

And if you look real carefully, you might actually see me bombing on my test…..
Oh Yes: It was THATbad….
All the stuff that I studied; not on the test.
I almost walked out of the class without even taking the test. People were staring at me wondering what I was doing. But I sat back down and did my stuff.
So what does this mean? Well, if I get a D for the class, most likely I will be disqualified from school. Yay! Who needs a stupid piece of paper anyway….all right I want that stupid piece of paper. That is the most important piece of paper in my life. It will mean that I am somebody. **sigh**
If I do by some miracle of God get a C for the class (it’s my Reformation Class BTW) then I can petition to be allowed in school for another semester. Actually, if I get a C, then I should be off of probation. Who knows…
Well, I sold my books back and got $50 for $200 worth of books. Not too bad. I spent $2.50 on chocolate. I know I’m suppose to be saving my money and stuff, but I’m trying to fend off a panic attack or a depressive episode. Besides, it’s either chocolate or drugs.
So I am going to drown on the chocolate that I have and try to relax. School is done and summer time is here. Yay!
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Yay!!!
The pay period ends today, not yesterday. So I get an extra 4 hours on my paycheck. Any extra time I can get will help me out big time.
Jason called me and my new computer is getting closer to completion. He thinks that he will be done by Sunday. WhooHoo. It looks like him and Suzanne are going to the Egyptian museum today. I wish that I could go, but I can’t blow off this final.
Oy Vey….I was up to 2:30 studying and I think I am at the same place that I started at. I’m sure it didn’t help that I got sucked into a game of Civilization II (When will I learn that I can’t just play a 30min game; It will always drag out to at least an hour).
The good news is that I can sell my books back and get my $2 for my $50 books. **sigh** Hopefully I will get some decent money back for them.
O.K. back to work…..
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Today should go well for you, because the Moon is in opposition to Mars. Expect to feel a renewed energy and perspective on things – especially anything work related. Make the most of this by working to finish projects that have been stalled, or by cleaning and organizing your desk or broom closet. Feel confident that you’ll be able to handle just about any task in no time, and when everything you wanted to get done is taken care of, make some plans for a little recreation. You’ll deserve it.
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I have 3 cans of Spam too. I think that I will cook up a can to go with my Mac and cheese…
It’s not even real Spam; it’s Hartford House Luncheon Loaf….with chicken, pork and smoke flavoring added.
YUM!!!!
**rolls his eyes**
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Due to today’s Moon-Saturn conjunction, you may experience some loneliness. As a Taurus it may be that you tend to be a bit of a loner, and while this might suit you fine most of the time, there can also be times when you long for companionship. If this is one of those days, make some plans to get together with someone you’re comfortable with. Check out some of the organizations and clubs that are available for people who don’t have many contacts
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So my reformation final is tomorrow and emails are flying between people asking and answering questions. This is good for me cause it gives me more stuff to study. But the people who are sending the emails are Grad students, so they are asking questions beyond what I need to know and are going philosophical and stuff.
Oy Vey….
I think tonight’s dinner will be the Mac & Cheese and blue kool-aid.
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They have the nerve to charge me a $50 late fee on top of the money that I owe them.
Even though they didn’t let me now that I hadn’t paid rent and they admitted their mistake, they still have the nerve to want $50 out of me.
**shakes head** Let me just pull down my pants and bend over so you can just stick in my ass a little more…
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**sigh**
Just sent Peter and Tim home.
I don’t feel good. There is a slight pain on my right love handle. And I feel so drained. I just want to go home and sleep. I just have to remember to get up to study
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Taking a break and surfing the net for more info about….stuff
Anyway, I didn’t find what I was looking for. Not too sure what I was looking for.
I’m feeling tired cause I’ve been skipping meals and stuff. I will have to eat when I get home so that I have energy to study tonight. Hopefully, I can lose a few pounds.
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On a good note, the CD and the tape that I won on EBay arrived today. YAY!!! NNow I just need to find some one who has a tape machine hooked up to a computer with a CD Writer so that I can copy this tape onto a CD.
I feel so tired and exhausted. I wish….
I don’t know what I wish for…..
I am so empty; I have no plan, no ambition, no goals, no motivation for anything or anyone.
Poop…
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