You see yourself through tainted eyes, as do most of us. The difference is, I know that my perception of me in just that…my perception…not reality. You call yourself evil. You say you are this monster and you hate the monster. You hate what you think you are. But you are the only one who sees yourself this way. You are not a bad person. Confused – yes. Evil – no. How many wonderful, intelligent people have loved you? How many have been there through all the ups and downs? If you are evil, then we must all be pretty stupid to love you. And we do. I know I do. So if you are evil, and we are morons, why be our friends? Why love us…we are too dumb to see you are not worth your love…right?
Current mood: groggy
Current music: Counting Crows – High Life
A 40-something rediscovering life in California