Daily Archives: January 6, 2001

Back on Hot or Not…Bad Joe!!! Anyway, I think that I just saw an someone who used to work at the bookstore. I gave her an 8
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OK. I am stepping away and I’m going to cook dinner. I’m thinking spaghetti…
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Oh no!!!! Sucked into Am I Hot Or Not
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Watching T.V. and they are talking about Am I Hot Or Not. I think that I might put a picture up on the site and see how not I am. Actually, there is a pic of me from the Renaissance Faire, but I don’t know how to find it on the site
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Speaking of George Michael, I think I might go with a shiny black outfit for the wedding. I think it will complement Amanda and her black velvet.
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Well, I watch the Radiers beat the Dolphins and I took a shower. Now I just need some motivation to clean or to cook dinner or to work on my pictures.
**sigh** Or I can just lie on the couch and perfect my sloth imitation…
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Current music: George Michael & Whitney Houston – If I Told You That

I tried this already. When I first went out with her I did this. I knew I wasn’t ready to be in a relationship. That was the reason that I cut off contact with everybody when I moved to San Francisco, so that I could concentrate on school and to fix myself. But I could not get her out of my mind. That why I went back to her, because I thought that her love would be strong enough to help me find love for myself. And for awhile, I thought it was. But it was just an illusion that I cast over my eyes.
The darkness that is inside of me has such a hold over me. Can I ever get rid of it? Do I even want to get rid of it? Sometimes I think that I have carried this burden for so long, that it has become apart of me, never to let go…
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You say you cannot love another until you learn to love yourself first… but when I hated myself, you loved me, and I learned from you. Why can’t you see you are loveable and go from there? Let me love you… you will learn. Love will follow.
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Current music: Raiders/Dolphins game on T.V.

Taurus
Horoscope (by astronet.com)
You might get frustrated by the flaky aspect of the day. It could be that the people around you seem to be with you on the same level one minute and then totally off in their own world the next. Even you may find it hard to stay focused on any one thing. Instead of getting annoyed by this, do your best to work around it. If people seem unreliable, don’t rely on them. Stick with those you can rely on most – in particular, yourself.
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4 couples get flown to a tropical getaway where they get tempted by 28 single guys and girls.
I think a while ago I would really want to be in this show has one of the single people. But now, I don’t know. It seems kinda sad. I was never really into the whole Survivor thing. I watched a couple of episodes, but it’s just like wrestling, it’s fake. Actually, I think the reason I didn’t get into it is cause it was just like the Real World. We’ve seen all of this drama before; but I will admit that some of the drama on Survivor was better than the rehash that is on the real world/road rules that MTV still tries to milk. But I can’t see myself watching the new episode of Survivor or any of it’s spawns this year. O.K I need to goto sleep now.
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