I am so ready to lose it. I just want to leave this place. I want to quit work, quit school, and just leave and run away from this place. I just want to run away from life. It scares me and I don’t think that I can handle it. That makes the only thing left is death, but would I really find the peace that I am looking for in death. I doubt it; I am forever cursed to be chased by the demons that hound me and snap at my heels has I try to run away from them.
A 40-something rediscovering life in California