Monthly Archives: November 2001

Finish reading Farewell To Manzanar again. Ready to do paper on book, but need to stop at Reina’s to borrow her text. Also feeling kinda hungry, so am thinking about getting something to eat, even though I should wait until dinner to have my one meal. The one meal thing is really not helping and I should just accept the fact that I will stay at 190-200 lbs for the rest of my life and forget about ever getting back to 165-170. The thing is that I just jumped from 160 to 190; I don’t even remember the pounds in between. I guess as long as I don’t go over 200 lbs, I should be O. K.
Thinking fast food and Jamba Juice for lunch; such a winning combination. What I really need to do is to go grocery shopping so that I stop spending money on outside food. But I am to lazy to do that. Besides I am moving in a month or so. Speaking of, I need to start calling some of these ads that I have seen and find a place.
Also need to think about the Xmas cards; will have to send them out soon. And I guess there is another Wang-Chung Secret Santa thing going on. I’m still kinda miffed that I didn’t recieve a present last year even though I bought someone a 3 Muskerteer DVD. I know, it’s about the Xmas spirit, but still.
**sigh** Let me wash up and go scrounging for food.
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What a difference a couple of hours make. When I woke up this morning, the rain was just coming down and the winds were bashing against the building.
Now the winds are dead, the clouds are breaking, and the sun is out. I wonder how long it’s going to last.
Stayed up long enough to watch XMen:Evolution. It’s a cool pretense for a show, showing the Xmen when they were teens, full of angst and stuff. Unfortunately, there were no Indian Music Videos today, although Bob Ross did have a squirrel with him while he was painting.
Well, I think that I am going to try to go back to sleep, butI’ll guilt myself out of bed and take a shower and head out to get cracking on the paper. Maybe even do some Xmas shopping.
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Crap, the power’s flickering…..
I really should go to sleep
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The wind and the rain woke me up early this morning; had to go around and close all of the windows in the house.
The door is also making a weird noise; when the wind blows really hard, it makes this sound like furniture moving. I’ve tried stuffing a towel in front of it, but it’s not working..
Not sure if I want to stay up or go back to sleep. I could upload the pictures and post them. Also feeling kinda hungry and some oatmeal would hit the spot. Need to go shopping later and need to head to bookstore or library to get book f/paper. And this needs to be done or that needs to be done….
Or I could go back to sleep
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Has I get ready to leave from my mini vacation, I wonder if it will ever be the same. Is this just another blip on the screen, or is this finally the begining of the end. It’s been almost three years, and I just wonder if this is it?
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Sitting in the living room, watching the Iron Chef marathon. Charlie is sitting on the sofa across from me, giving me a strange stare. I think that he still doesn’t know what to make of me. Mom is on the phone chatting with her friend, a blend of Korean and American.
Anyway flying out at 3:30ish; be back in Sac around 5pm. Hopefully, traffic won’t be bad. Might stay @ Mew’s again, but I think that I want to get home. Have nagging feeling that the door.
Thinking of getting family computer for Xmas. HAve to think about it.
Actually casing my parents house, looking to see what I could take for when I move out. **sigh** Sad, ain’t it. I’m just worried about all the stuff that I will have to buy to furnish the place. I guess I should worry about getting a place first, eh.
O.K. I need to take a shower and get ready to go
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So our relationship is at a 5, with one being non-existant and 10 being married. At least I can still claim her as my girlfriend. I wonder if she is waiting for after Xmas to guarentee that she gets a gift this year. Well, at least I got the diamond ring that my mom gave to her back up here. She is spending the weekend with her friends, so I’m sure that they can reaffrim to her that I’m a bastard and all. Anyway, need to focus on finishing school and finding a place. She knows where I am at.
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Took some pictures of the newest members of the family, Charlie and Minx. Charlie is the dog and the Minx is the new cat. Has always, my mother spoils the animals with human food and victoria secret baths. **roll my eyes** Supposity, Blackie is still around also, but is nowhere to be found right now. I’ll have pics up later, I guess.
Was suppose to be working on mini paper for other class, but decided that I needed a break and will work on it when I get back.
Getting Dad a DVD player, got Eric a new Hard Drivve. Mom wants moisenite earings (immitation diamonds, but better quality than CZ. Most jewelers can’t tell the difference), a leather jacket with fur trim, an animal calender, and a web page for Charlie. God, I love my mom.
It’s a blessing that Eric got cable instead of dialup. Anyway, it cold down here. Think I will go up and wait for Eric to come home.
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Made it home for Thanksgiving with the family. Dinner was good, but Eric had to work tonight so he should be back in an hour or so. Just being here has restored some of the energy that I have lost over the last couple of months
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Finish cleaning the office and almost all of Amber’s stuff is gone. I kept a couple of things, like the S.F. Giants poster. But still the office is clean and just awaiting me to place my personal touches on it. Need some posters and some pictures on the desk I guess. Also need to personalize the computer.
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