Monthly Archives: February 2001

You may need a change of pace now. You are always able to come up with financial plans that are enlightened, and today is no exception. Try not to let funds slip through your fingers. You find it difficult to say no to certain people. You need to avoid those people today, because you’re liable to grant requests that will drain your resources. Take a moment to fill up your wellspring again.
Hmmm….I wonder if this means not to go shopping, or to take care of the financial aid crap. Or both. Anyway, IAkido was pretty good today. Moraine wasn’t here today, so I got to try out a lot of different partners. I am just a complete idiot in that class, or I’m sure the helpers and the other students that I was paired up with think so. I’m sure that the teacher thinks that I’m a hopeless case too since I keep asking him if there is a book that I can get. But he did give me a name and that means I get to take a trip to Japan town. Whoohoo…
Current mood: refreshed
Current music:

it’s kinda sad that I can’t even make it to a 9:40 class on time….
Current mood:
Current music:

I need to get a rake. A big ass rake with big ass teeth so I can use it to comb out my big ass; knappy ass hair. This little pick that I have just ain’t workin’ anymore.
Current mood: crazy
Current music:

I think that I am still too sick for IAkido, but I might dress anyway, just so I don’t get left behind….
I need to get my books today for sure…..
Hopefully the maintenance guy will come and fix my heater…..
Just a thought, maybe I should get some cold medicine to help me get better.
I want to go shopping for clothes, but I don’t think that I will have time….
Really need to work on paper…I got to get pass the one paragraph that I have….
Need to decide what kind of computer that I want built….I want a 1GB, but I think that I will have to settle for less if I want it under $1000….
Then there is all the usual stuff….dinner, laundry, dishes, cleaning the room, emails, etc….
**sigh** Let me hop into the shower and see if that will help me feel better about myself
**hop**
**hop**
**splash**
Current mood:
Current music:

I must have heard this in my dreams while the radio was on before I woke up. But I was thinking about them. I kinda wish that I had a body to do a good one. I just need to get into shape (and find some rhythm). I think that Serraphcould give a good one if she got over the embarrassment factor.
But I was actually thinking of the time that my friend Stephanie, used me has a practice model for the tease that she was going to do for her boyfriend, Ivan. She tied me up to a chair and did this really sensual dance around me. Now, Steph and I have always been good friends and were totally comfortable around each other. And she knew that she could trust me, but I swear, there was one point where the gears were working in my head on how to get her into bed and I was straining against the scarves. She did try a couple of moves that were a little out of her range (note: if you are going to try something really flexible, stretch first) but I totally loved it.
I haven’t thought about Steph like that in a long time. We have always been good friends. I had a really close relationship with her, like my relationship with Mew. But with Mew, our friendship is more like a brother/sister relationship. With Stephanie, it was more like….That one movie with Madonna and Ruppert Everet. Except that we didn’t have a kid and an ugly custody battle. We were good friends always on the verge of a relationship. But we never crossed that line and just remained good friends.
Current mood: sore
Current music: Listening to KLLC Alice 97.3 on the radio

Yep, it’s been that good of a day that I have almost finished off a box of ice cream bars. I was going to get the good stuff; either the Hagen-Dazz or the Dove Bars, but I didn’t think that the situation was that bad. Besides, I think that Reina was looking for these when I took her shopping a couple of weeks ago (although she was looking for the Strawberry Shortcake). So I was also going to get a DVD to watch tonight, but couldn’t decide between Romeo + Juliet (Leonardo DiCaprio and Claire Danes) or Once A Thief (Chow Yun Fat, directed by John Woo). Then I decided that maybe I should get a music DVD; something to play in the background while I do school work. Well, I ended up getting nothing. So I get home and after eating the leftovers from Mel’s last night, I went to the bookstore to get my books. Only 3 weeks after school has started. But there was a long ass line and I found out that the store closes at 7pm, not 7:30pm. SO I left my books there and decided to get them tomorrow. So after flirting with the girls in the gift dept. I went back home and tried to relax and to get out of the funk that I was in. My brother called me asking for my help in fixing the modem for the computer back home. I should have to him the way to fix it is to get a new computer, but I didn’t. Anyway, I told him the best thing to do is to reinstalll the drivers and if that didn’t work, use his laptop to go online to see if there are any drivers on the web site. Talked to Dad too; he’s going to Utah next week for a couple of days. Mom went to Tacoma for a church service, so I couldn’t wish her a Happy Valentines Day.
Well, I decided to head to Berkeley to my old place to see if my financial aid check was there. It wasn’t. So I traded numbers with the guy who is living there now in hopes that it will come. But I think that I’m just going to go to the Cashier office tomorrow and have them put a stop on that check and issue me a new check. I’m sure that will take another two weeks. **sigh**
SO I came back to the city and right after I had paid my toll, I thought about Krispy Kreme. I should have went to KKD since I was on that side of the bay. Damn. Well by this time I am just feeling like crap, so I decide to go shopping. Except it is after 9pm and the mall is close. I go to Tower Record thinking that I’ll buy a new CD, but I can’t get over paying $17-$20 for a regular CD. And I went through their rentals and didn’t see anything that I wanted.
So next I went to Borders. I wanted to get The Book of Questions. I had seen it there a couple of weeks ago; but when I got there I couldn’t find it. The computer said that they had a copy, but I couldn’t find it anywhere. So I got some more books, but I eventually put them back and just left.
Has it come to this; that I can’t even shop. I mean, I have money in my account for once and I know that I could just go crazy and spend. But I didn’t. I couldn’t even buy a book that I liked. It’s just like my horoscope said. Maybe I should go to sleep now then and hope for a better tomorrow.
I guess the one streak of light was this Valentine that was left on the door from someone on our floor…

It’s kind of hard to see cause it’s all reflectory, but it’s a Power Puff Girls V-Day Card.
O.k. This actually made me feel a little better….I still think that I am going to have one more IC Bar and then go to sleep.
Current mood: drained
Current music: Madonna – Sky Fits Heaven

Well, part of getting a raise and a promotion means responsibility. That means that I can’t leave early cause I have to be responsible for the warehouse. So I am here til 5pm. Actually, I should stay til 5:30 since I was late. We’ll see. I guess I’ll go and clean up somewhere. Blah….
Current mood:
Current music:

Oy Vey….My back is killing me today. I am so sore for some reason. **sigh** It’s quiet and peaceful here right now. I’m just chillin’ cleaning up a bit. Actually, I’m reasearching something that I thought that we sent to the store a month ago. So I have the merchandise log book and am looking for some giant rubber bands that I think that we sent. So thrilling….
I think that I am going to goof off and play some Bugdom before I get back to work.
Current mood:
Current music:

Well, work is not so bad. It helps that it is a nice day today and that it is not that cold at the warehouse. My mountain of binders are still on the flat bed. I wish that I had brought my web cam so that I can take a pic of it.
Anyway, there is only one order that need to be finished, so I have time t goof off. I think that i will use the time to clean up the warehouse a bit. Some of the aisles could use a good once over.
So I guess today is Valentine’s Day. Whoop de fuckin do. Usually I’m not that cynical about this day. Just thinking about past Valentine’s Day. Last year was a really good one. The 92 one is also a memorable one. I had just broken up with Kathy Libal a couple of weeks ago and I had forgotten to cancel the stuff that I had ordered for her. So she got the flowers, the balloons, and the tickets to the Michael W. Smith concert that she wanted to go to. Oh, man…the drama behind that one. I heard that she freaked out big time.
Actually, I’m usually a big spender on V-Day, regardless if I am with someone or not. Usually, I buy roses for every girl that I know. I easily spend $100 or more. Not this year though. I’m not even getting anything for my mom; I’m just going to call her later to wish her a happy V-Day.
Maybe it’s cause I’m sick that I am feeling so apathetic about today. I don’t know. I had some idea’s about getting Serraph but I think that I am just going to pass. O.K., I’m still undecided on it. It’s something kinda expensive, and I’m wondering if it might be too much. But then there is a cheaper gift that I can get her, but is it too cheap. Je ne sai pas(Fr. sp?). Well, after work, I have to head to Berkeley to hunt down my financial aid check. I guess I’ll have to decide by then.
O.K. I guess I should look like that I’m working, for the bosses watching me on the camera’s.
Current mood: blah
Current music: Listening to KFOG 104.5 on th eradio

You could feel as if the weight of the world is on your shoulders. Your personal life may not bring you the joy you want, and may even seem limiting and burdensome. You may need to have a complete physical checkup. Be sure you’re not neglecting anything that would help restore your energy and enthusiasm. Get some extra rest. If you feel too overwhelmed to indulge in pleasure — at least set some new goals for yourself.
Current mood:
Current music: