I can’t find the right colors that I want….
I know that all of this is just another attempt to sidestep the issues that I really should be doing. But that’s the way of humans. When something happens, we tend to do things to change ourselves to avoid the topic at hand, whether it’s to get a tattoo or to dye our hair. ANyway, the mix is slowly sucking me in and I think that I want to turn the lights off and just be sucked into it.
A 40-something rediscovering life in California