I wonder why I cannot let myself succumb to alcohol, or drugs. I mean, I should at the bars just getting fucking hammered. Or here in my room trying to drown myslef with some JD. Or I should be headed out to the streets trying to score some pot or crack or meth or something.
Instead, I plan on having my roommate find me head first in a pie pan. Death of chocolate overdose.
Taking some all of Barbara’s pills would be easier; at least it would be cleaner.
Or I could just listen to my conscious and just start slashing on my arms. But that would be messier than the pie.
-
horangee
A 50-something pretending to live in California.
Verified Services
-
Recent Posts
Archives
Categories
Meta
Recently Played
- Bell Biv DeVoe - Dope!
21 Oct 2024, 09:46 - Selena Gomez - Lose You to Love Me
21 Oct 2024, 09:42 - Teddy Pendergrass - Close the Door
21 Oct 2024, 09:39 - Ricky Martin/Madonna - Be Careful
21 Oct 2024, 09:34 - Dean Martin - Medley: Volare/On An Evening In
21 Oct 2024, 09:28
- Bell Biv DeVoe - Dope!