Monthly Archives: January 2003

I Have Skid Row’s Heaven Isn’t Too Far Away and Kelly Clarkson A Moment Like Thisrunning in my head:
Got a picture of your house,
And your standing by the door,
Its black and white and faded,
And its looking pretty worn….
…A moment like this
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this
Some people search forever,
For that one special kiss
Oh, I can’t believe it’s happening to me
Some people wait a lifetime,
For a moment like this
Please shoot me now.
Mike just reminded me that Bridezillais coming on next Monday, so I guess I can’t die yet. What is going on with FOX. It’s not even sweep month yet and they are just dishing out the guilty pleasure TV. American Idol, Joe Millionaire, Man vs. Beast,…Bridezilla.
Like I’ve said before, when I am going to hell, the T.V. in my handbasket will be set to FOX.
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When you realize the song that the person is singing…excuse me, trying to sing.
**sigh** Actually, the bad thing is the 100+ American Idol 2 RPG’s that are going to pop up now on Blurty.
At least I found my cell phone…
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My feet are wet and cold.
Much like my day at work. **sigh** I hate being in charge sometimes.
Came home and ruined my Hamburger Helper (too much cheese)
Also spilled big glass of Sierra Mist on ground.
Cell phone is lost somewhere
And my web site is getting kicked off it’s FrontPage Server and put back on to a regular server.
I would change hosts, except that I have no money to do it with.
And now I have to choose between Buffy the Vampire Slayer and American Idol….O.K. not much of a decision there.
At least Mike has saved the day. He is going to share some of his Vicadin with me.
O.K. Off to watch people making an ass of themselves
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Is a day complete here at the warehouse without mark doing something…
**sigh** Is it time to go home yet?
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Now, in addition to the cough I have, my teeth hurt.
My teeth hurt because I am stressed out and am grinding my teeth.
I’m stressed out because of many things.
But the thing that set it off is a package I got in the mail.
I would show you the package, but I can’t upload pictures cause of my fucking web host.
Yes, Ladies and Gentlemen, I am hitting Doomie levels of whining.
It is time to finish off the rest of the cough syrup.
And I’ll throw in some alcohol, just to make sure that I dull all of the pain.
The pain in my head, the pain in my mouth, the pain in my soul.
And most important, the pain in my heart.
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GOD DAMN IT….
All I want is a web host that I can upload stuff when I want too with out it having problems.
Is that too much to ask?
O.K. Granted, I am probably causing my own grief by still using FrontPage. But since I can’t afford anything else, what can I do?
Yes, I guess I could use Notepad. **rolls my eyes**
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O.K. so these are the winners determine by divineawards.
First we have iceangel, winner of the Best Graphics. I look at her journal and there’s not much to look at. Not really sure why she won, since her background is white. Did she win for the friends only icon she made with that guy from Good Charlotte? I don’t know, maybe there is a picture she posted; but since her journal is friend’s only, the world will never know, I guess
O.K. moving on to menina, who won for Best Colors. And well, what can I say, the colors on her page are very nice. Granted it is hard to fuck up black on white. Another friends only journal, so can’t comment on the writing of the journal. Scrolling down there is a list of early adopter accounts. Hmm wonder if this is a community or something? OMG. This girl has claimed over 100 journals for herself. Who the hell does she think she is. This one is def. gettng reported to Blurty Abuse. We’ll see what happens.
Next we have daydreamz for best icons. Now, I might be wrong about this, but in order to win Best Icons, DON’T YOU HAVE TO HAVE SOME ICONS FIRST!?!?!?
After that there is xxgotpunkxxxfor Most Dependable.. Hmmm, not really dependable with a deleted journal.
Well, let’s try sopranobaby84for Best Additude. Sopranobaby84 is the 1st winner that is 18 or over, so at least she’s not breaking any rules, like the other underage winners. Like the others, her journal is also friends only, so I can’t really tell what kind of additude she has. But since she is the OWNER of divineawards community, why not vote for yourself to win something. Sounds fair and impartial to me.
Outstanding Community award was awarded to gifts, which just happens to be owned by that most dependable journal xxxgotpunkxxx. O.K. this is getting ridiculous now.
Most unique was won be iceangel. **sigh** O.K., this competition has real problems.
Most Creative was won by smooches. Uhhh….A picture of Dora the Explorer. That’s it, that is all that is on the page. Well, compared to the uniquiness of iceangel,I guess it is creative. **rolling my eyes**
O.k. I fucking give up….There is only so much visual abuse a pair of eyes can take in one day. One can only count the days until the Blurty servers crash under the weight of all of these badly designed journals, with their big ass backgrounds of Britney Spears, Jennifer Lopez, and Joel from Good Charolette and horendous color schemes.
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Had a long bitch post about journal awards, but it just exhausted me.
Think that I am going to chug more medicine and wait for my body to die cause of this fucking cough.
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As the steam from the tea evaporates, I see many interesting events in your future!
Closest to the outer edge I see a bee. You may be in for a whirlwind of a romance. Ask yourself whether you are up for it. I also see a raven. There is no reason to doubt yourself. Move forward with confidence and be happy.
Closer to the bottom of the cup I see a mask. Why are you hiding from another? When you lead with your heart, you shine! I also see a tower. A detour from your current route may prove the fastest way to success.
All the shapes reveal themselves spread randomly around the cup. Look at your fortune as a journey of many moons with many destinations and detours. The letter A is apparent along the outer edge of the cup. Someone with this initial may be in need of your assistance. Offer it willingly and be repaid tenfold.
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