Monthly Archives: October 2002

I still haven’t written in

I still haven’t written in my tygreyesjournal….
Bad Joe
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My Jewish roommate…. So, I

My Jewish roommate….
So, I not really masturbating, just kinda feeling myself. O. K., so I was thinking about it, when Mike knocks on the door.
So I take a sec to close the sites that I’m looking at and tell him to come in; he doesn’t answer, so I have to get up and open the door.
He comes in, BS for a min and then leaves.
If I was still at Onondaga, this would never have happened.
Justin might have been a little anal, quirky, but he wouldn’t bother me. Unless of course, we got into a conversation. Then I would be trapped for awhile.
**sigh** I’m sorry, I like Mike, he is a good guy. Just sometimes….he’s quirky too.
With the rent that I am paying now, I could almost pay for a 1 bedroom place. I would just have to add on the electricity bill. That is so not good.
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semi talking to my brother

semi talking to my brother online
semi talking has in I have seen him juggle 12 IM screens at one time, so who knows how many other people he is talking to online.
Can’t wait to goto WA state to see the family. Family offers me one of the few shelters of safety that I have. “Home is where the heart is.” A quote from somewhere; an anime of some kind, I think.
Speaking of thinking, I’m thinking about bailing out of going to the Castro for Halloween. After looking at my budget for the next 2 weeks, am not really in a mood to go party.
**looks at the DSL modem and wonders if I could go back to dial-up**
Anyway. THAT is def NOT going to happen; not if I can help it.
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I wonder I would handle

I wonder I would handle myself better or worse if I was still with Suzanne.
Need to call student loan place to see if I can get the date my payments are due pushed back a week
**sigh** If I didn’t realize it before, now I really need to find a 2nd job
SHIT!!!
That’s me realizing that AOL is going to take $23.90 for Suzanne’s account.
**sigh** Well I gave her until the end of the year. She hasn’t emailed me back or anything.
BLAH!!!
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Exercise: 30 mins on Precor

Exercise:
30 mins on Precor Machine; Weight Loss Setting
15 min on machines. (Need to find out names of machines)
Dinner
1 PoorJoe Burrito (2 tortias, rice, cheese, and mild salsa)
1 bottle of water
1 Kit Kat
1 bowl of cereal (generic Smacks, 2% milk)
Weight using package scale @ work – 191lb.
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1 hostess doughnut (bleh) Current

1 hostess doughnut (bleh)
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2 blueberry eggo’s handful of

2 blueberry eggo’s
handful of Wendy’s Fries
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O.K. This journal is going

O.K. This journal is going to be my “writing” journal. I have decided that my writing skills have really degraded. So the plan is that ever entry in this journal must have a min of 500 words in it; a really easy beginning, I know. However, I want to start slow with this and then hopefully build it up. I was thinking of posting 2-3 times a week here and I guess I’ll post about anything.. The journal, I think that I will use for my diet/exercise journal. I’ll also start posting my Friday Five stuff here too.
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Getting some order to things

Finally getting some order to things in my life. At least one part of my life anyway. Using Live Journal for my exercise/diet journal and my “literary journal”. But this one will be the one with all the good stuff in it. All the personal angst, the crying over the ex girlfriend (that is still so hard for me to say), all the one night stands and sexual orgies that I will have (yeah right).
I wonder how long it will take for me to be found out?
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Food Comsuption for today

1 Strawberry Breakfast Bar
8-12 pretzels
1/2 bwol of soup (Chicken Brocolli,, and Cheese)
1 bowl of rice
1 bottle of water
1 bowl of cereal (generic Coco Puffs and Smacks with 2% Milk)
1 mini KitKat bar (two sticks instead of four)
No exercise
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