Daily Archives: October 27, 2002

So PLEASE don’t call me or 911…


The original shot that I wanted was worse than this shot. However, I didn’t have the 2nd set of arms to take the picture, so I settled with this.
So what’s the point of this picture. A reminder to myself of the person that I was, or could have been. I really don’t think I could commit suicide anymore. I’m to old and it’s way to late for me to do so.
And there is that part of me that has become accustomed to the pain, grown to accept the heartbreak and the hurt. Granted, there was a period of happiness and “forever”. But I guess in the end, it’s like riding a bicycle; once you learn how, you never forget.
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So PLEASE don’t call me or 911…


The original shot that I wanted was worse than this shot. However, I didn’t have the 2nd set of arms to take the picture, so I settled with this.
So what’s the point of this picture. A reminder to myself of the person that I was, or could have been. I really don’t think I could commit suicide anymore. I’m to old and it’s way to late for me to do so.
And there is that part of me that has become accostomed to the pain, grown to accept the heartbreak and the hurt. Granted, there was a period of happines and “forever”. But I guess in the end, it’s like riding a bycycle; once you learn how, you never forget.
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Knocked over a wine glass and also knocked over a box filled with a broken necklace I have. Something just clicked and I took a picture of it.
Current mood: depressed
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Knocked over a wine glass and also knocked over a box filled with a broken necklace I have. Something just clicked and I took a picture of it.
Current mood: depressed
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Knocked over a wine glass and also knocked over a box filled with a broken necklace I have. Something just clicked and I took a picture of it.
Current mood: depressed
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Learning how to constructively release anger is essential, dear Taurus. If it is difficult for you, take heart – it’s difficult for many. But it’s not impossible. It takes a willingness to release and express your feelings at the time they occur rather than letting them build inside. When you stuff your feelings, they can fester and grow and this often leads to an explosion. Consider effective communication so you can air your anger as it comes.
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Learning how to constructively release anger is essential, dear Taurus. If it is difficult for you, take heart – it’s difficult for many. But it’s not impossible. It takes a willingness to release and express your feelings at the time they occur rather than letting them build inside. When you stuff your feelings, they can fester and grow and this often leads to an explosion. Consider effective communication so you can air your anger as it comes.
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Learning how to constructively release anger is essential, dear Taurus. If it is difficult for you, take heart – it’s difficult for many. But it’s not impossible. It takes a willingness to release and express your feelings at the time they occur rather than letting them build inside. When you stuff your feelings, they can fester and grow and this often leads to an explosion. Consider effective communication so you can air your anger as it comes.
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The first:
A secret around your house might get out today, and will produce hilarious results. If there have been secrets regarding a love interest, you can be sure many more people will soon know the intimate details.
The second:
Some things are never obsolete. Take back your time. Your mission is to personalize.
The third:
If you’ve been thinking about taking lessons in one of the fine arts, dear Taurus, this is the day to get serious. Your mind is in just the right space to give you just what you need to fine tune your skills. An email message or phone call from a close friend or lover could come sometime during the day, and an emotional conversation could follow. In the evening: Go out and have some fun.
I wish they could make up their minds and agree; it would help me out alot.
Also wish I could decide which journal I am going to keep?
The Giants had better win tonight.
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The first:
A secret around your house might get out today, and will produce hilarious results. If there have been secrets regarding a love interest, you can be sure many more people will soon know the intimate details.
The second:
Some things are never obsolete. Take back your time. Your mission is to personalize.
The third:
If you’ve been thinking about taking lessons in one of the fine arts, dear Taurus, this is the day to get serious. Your mind is in just the right space to give you just what you need to fine tune your skills. An e-mail message or phone call from a close friend or lover could come sometime during the day, and an emotional conversation could follow. In the evening: Go out and have some fun.
I wish they could make up their minds and agree; it would help me out a lot.
Also wish I could decide which journal I am going to keep?
The Giants had better win tonight.
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