Monthly Archives: September 2002

O.K. so I’m not reading

O.K. so I’m not reading yet. I decided to pay some of the bills first. And then somehow I ended up at the Civilization III site. **sigh** I bought the game and only played it once, cause I didn’t want to get sucked into it (I got it during my last semester of school.) I haven’t played it since. Part of it is fear; the fear that the game will consume me. Anyone who has played the original or Civ II knows what I’m talking about. The first time I played it, I didn’t like it and got killed quickly. The next time I played it and kinda understood what was going on, I ended up playing a whole weekend straight. In some ways, Ciiv is almost as addicting as EverCrack. To play or not to play; that is the question….
Current mood: nervous
Current music: Madonna – Little Star

Gawd, I hate defragging my

Gawd, I hate defragging my hard drive. It takes FOREVER (or 2 hours give or take), but at least the deed is done and my drives have been scanned, defragged, and the trash has been taken out.
Also cleaned out the cookies folder for IE. OMG, how did I pick up so many cookies. Anyway, I deleted all of them, and so the cookie collecting process starts anew. Plan on cleaning out my favorites list next, alot of useless links that I never goto.
So this weekend looks like a movie weekend for Mike and myself. He wants to rent some movies tomorrow and I still need to watch the 2nd season of The Sopranos. Did some preliminary budgeting and it looks like I might actually have some money left over after all the bills are paid. Oh God, I hope so. If I can make it to the end of the month without being in the red for once.
The Ren Faire opens this weekend; it’ll be the first one that I haven’t gone to in…..5-6 years? Well, I might cave in and go, but I def. won’t be able to rent a costume. 🙁

Suzanne and I at RenFaire 2000
and myself.
Suzanne and Mariah
and
Suzanne's Breasts
Hmmm….I was sure I had the camera aimed at It must have slipped or something…..
Look at the grin on my face.....
Uh…..she was helping me out. Uh yeah, right…..
Mariah and myself
and myself
"Nice beaver on that one...."
Two guys admiring the fine quality of pelts used for her skirt and her top.

So the rest of the night will consist of me drinking some hot chocolate (White Chocolate with some Chocolate Cherry Liquor) and finishing some of these books that I have.
O.K. So I will also sneak in a game of Puzzle Bobble too. 😛
Current mood: okay
Current music: Enrique Iglesias – I Have Always Loved You

Oh it is so on

Oh it is so on now….
Surfing the web and I come across the Esquire site. So they got the Women We Love Gallery and they got some good pics of the ladies; J. Aniston, Chilli f/TLC, Cameron Diaz, etc. O.K. So all of these women have like 3-4 pictures EXCEPT the Asian Women. HELLO. You telling me that Joan Chen and Zhang Ziyi aren’t good enough to have more than one pic. Oh wait, Jeanette Lee has 2 pics.
Current mood:
Current music:

Oddly enough, I am enjoying

Oddly enough, I am enjoying listening to Dave right now.
I’d thought that I would have fast forwarded it by now. However, I guess this must be the perfect night for DMB.
Current mood: content
Current music: Dave Matthews Band – Lie In Our Graves (Live @ Red Rocks 8-15-95)

I am going to light

I am going to light some candles…
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cause I feel like it.
Current mood: stupid
Current music: Dave Matthews Band – Seek Up (Live @ Red Rocks 8-15-95)

I am chickening out and not going to call. Don’t ask why, you can tell me “I told you so” later.

I still love you though. Hope you enjoyed the pictures.
Bah…..
There is nothing going on out in the web today. Just a whole bunch of blah, blah, blah….
And I can’t get into any of my games either.
I could start to watch The Sopranos – Season 2. But I think that I am going to wait for the weekend and go watch it in the movie room at the community center.
Having halusinatery thoughts that if I had a PS2, then I wouldn’t be bored. **sigh** What I could use is some EverCrack.
Or maybe, “…a woman with an arse you can park a bike in and balance a pint of beer on.
One of those would be nice. However, I shouldn’t focus on the past or the future; I should focus on the right now.
So with it being 6:30, I am going to go get my customary bowl of cereal and get into bed with a half dozen books that I need to finish reading.
Such is the thrilling life that I lead.
Current mood: bored
Current music: Dave Matthews Band – Say Goodbye

I have decided that I

I have decided that I love eating meat too much to give it up to be a vegetarian. I just realized today that I haven’t had any meat in my house for at least two weeks now. I think the reason why I hadn’t notice before is cause Tim and Mike at work had bought me lunch all last week, so I would have a sandwich or a burger. I haven’t had meat all of this week; maybe I can blame my moodiness on that. I swear, I don’t know how Ben did it and I don’t know how Mike does it. I was almost ready to bust open the emergency spam, but I found some lunchmeat in the back of the fridge. **Sigh** This weekend, when I go grocery shopping, I am just going to stock up on meat: chicken, pork, steaks, hamburger, hot dog, Italian sausage…O.K. maybe I’m not going to get that much meat. But their will be some meat in my fridge this weekend, mark my word.
Current mood: hungry
Current music: R.E.M. – Everybody Hurts

My 9/11 $0.02

Has pissed off at the fact that we don’t have cable at my house, or that we can’t get any reception on the T.V. sometimes, I am so thankful that I won’t have to watch the ENDLESS 9/11 tributes on T.V. tonight.
So far, I’ve listen to 3 different versions of “America, The Beautiful” (unfortunately, not the Ray Charles version) and have only heard Lee Greenwood “Proud To Be An American” once (THANK GOD). Unfortunately, I was forced to listen to a “tribute” episode of the Howard Stern show which consisted of listening to Stern’s broadcast a year ago. And while, it was interesting to hear what was going on then knowing what we know now a year later, the broadcast really pissed me off. How is it a tribute to the people who died by replaying the Howard Stern show. Tim and I got into it a bit, discussing 9/11 then and today with us mobing closer into a war with Iraq. I sent the guys home early today so they could do their own thing.
Anyway, I have been surfing the internet getting my fill of 9/11 stories. I think one of the best that I read was on Salon.com about forbidden thoughts on 9/11. The article was comments and stories by New Yorkers and others about the WTC, like how one guy was hoping that his records for his credit cards and his morgage and other bills would have been destroyed. While it might not be a PC read for the day, it was a truthful read.
I think in the end, when it’s all said and done, the fact is that we are the United States of America. The country has survived many other catastropies in it’s history; Pearl Harbor, The Great Depression, The Civil War, to name a few. We have survived all of these, we will survive the effects of 9/11 and we will survive anything else that the rest of the world throws at us. We might or might not be the greatest country in the world, but is there any other place you rather be?
Current mood:
Current music:

Just fuck it all…. Current

Just fuck it all….
Current mood: pissed off
Current music: Counting Crows – A Long December

**sigh** I truly do have

**sigh** I truly do have wonderful friends. Some of them wanted to call Suzanne up when I told them that she had broken up with me. I really felt touch that my friends cared for me so much to do something like that. However, I told them not to do that cause it is private affair between Suzanne and myself and that they had only heard one side of the story, and not both sides.
Like I said before, I truly have wonderful friends.
Current mood: morose
Current music: Missy Elliot, Jay-Z – One Minute Man (remix)