Monthly Archives: February 2002

My Problem: I think in the negative.
Whenever there is a situatio, either good or bad, I tend to think in the negative; going thru my head all of the negative results that I can think of. I guess it is an “expect the worse” mentality.
Monday is o.k., nothing special. Still tired from marathon Diablo II playing last night. Bad Joe.
Tonight I need to fill out graduation paperwork and clean room.
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My girlfriend is a freak
She spit Jamba Juice on me.
FREAK, FREAK, FREAK!!!!
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Comment made by girlfriend to convince boyfriend to let her check Livejournal on boyfriend’s computer.
Is that a Live Journal whore or what?

I am not feeling well right now. I have been having heart problems all night long. It has been kinda hard for me to breathe for most of the night and it feels like there is something kinda pressing on my chest. Probably a heart attack or something. I guess that bacon cheeseburger I had for lunch is going to kill me. Either that or the incence/pot smoke comming from Justin’s room.
Spent the early part of the night playing Diablo II online with Suzanne. She was having major lag though, and got dropped. **sigh** I wish that we could play Evercrack together; I think we would have more fun.
Spent most of the night getting my graduation stuff in order. Transcripts, papers, diploma applications, etc. Tomorrow, I have a grad. semenair to goto. And I also need to get signatures to get a class changed. I only have two weeks left, so I need to really get on the ball with this stuff.
Watch Frontline on PBS after wrestling. It was on the porn industry which has always kinda fascinated me. The industry is just a huge money maker (Just the industry in general, not the actors/actresses.)and it has helped lead the tech. jumps in our society. I mean it helped the VCR and videotapes, it helped the cable industry, and it is one of the few profitable industries on the internet. And everybody at one point has had a statch of porn. (Well, almost everybody). But seeeing some of the stuff that is out there kinda scared me. I mean, rape and mutilation; for me that is def. over the line. So where do you draw the obscene line at?
Anyway, I think that I am going to get something to drink and then get into bed and read. I finally got my library card today. Actually, I had it, but they would only let me check out one book until I brought in something to prove where I lived. So I got five books, A Star Wars book, one from Margaret Cho, one from George Carlin, a book on hackers and the hacker culture, and Fight Club. I’m not sure about Fight Club; I think it is an adaptation of the movie, and not the book the movie was based on. We’ll see.
Tomorrow, my girlie comes to see me, and I am making her some curry for dinner. Well will watch the opening ceremonies and maybe watch Memento is she can stay up. Also need to take pictures of my room while I have her tripod. O.K. Reading time
Current mood: uncomfortable
Current music: Matchbox 20 (or twenty) – Last Beautiful Girl

I swear if Peter pulls a no-show today, I will fire him. I don’t care if he only has a week left working here.
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Spent part of the morning at the advising center. According to them, I has to send in two petitions in order to get my classes changed. But I looked at the catalogue and the worksheet and it says that I can double count classes, so I don’t know what they are talking about. I am going in to talk to a history advisor to make sure that my history stuff is ok, then goto the registar to see if I can get my class changed. **sigh** More flaming hoops of death to jump thru to get my degree.
Work is pretty slow, again. I’m trying to think of projects for us to do. God, I sound just like one of my old mgrs. at Solano, Frances. That is scary.
Was able to download my transcript from Solano. GOD!!! I was in school WAY,WAY, TOO LONG. GAWD!!! My friends should have shot me and put me out of my misery about 5-6 years ago. Wall, what’s done is done, I guess.
Tonight , I will play around more with my journal styles and see how bad I can fuck them up.
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Well, I had a pretty good journal entry after being gone for a month last night, but I accidentally deleted it. Poop.
Anyway, tonight’s entry has to do with the Disney movie lineup for 2002. Well Peter Pan II is coming out to theaters this month; looks like it should have gone straight to video. Something that is going to video, but shouldn’t have been touched is the Cinderella II movie. Is nothing sacred at Disney. Their summer flick is something called Lilo and Stitch. Something to do with an escaped blue creature according to the site. I have to admit that the trailer for it made me laugh. Let’s see, what else. Beauty and the Beast/Imax ed. is out and for 2003, they are going to do Lion King/Imax ed. That should be really good.
Been working on my web site and my journal, messing with the colors and the styles. Salvaged the total mess that I had and now it is only kinda messy. More work tomorrow.
I think tomorrow I will watch Memento. Heard good things about it. Also will fix curry.
Current mood: sleepy
Current music: sound of the very noisy computer fan