Monthly Archives: November 2001

Just got off the phone

Just got off the phone with Amber (my old boss). She is having difficulties with her daughter that makes all of my problems seem like child’s play. I feel so bad for her; I wish that I could just hug her and make all of her problems dissapear.
I’ve given up my dreams of having a child with Suzanne, and stuff like this kinda reaffirms the idea. Children today are just a different species. I mean I notice the difference between me and my brother (we have a 5 year difference). But it seems that teens are worse now. When I looked at my friends and their newborn children, I think of happy families laughing and playing and stuff. But know I wonder how their children are going to be when they become teens. Are they going to be even worst than what the children are now. I understand that there will always be a generation difference bewteen parent and child. But still, I don’t know.
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Rainy Day Musings

Working off of 4 hours of sleep. Haven’t done that in a while. Got the paper done thought.
My room has exploded, there is no other way to describe it. It looks like all hell has broken out. If the condition of my room is a reflection of my life, then I am in serious trouble. There are clothers strewn all over the room, papers and textbooks scathered around. The bed is split in half and there are half packed boxes everywhere. Apocolypse at its worse.
Need to pack for Seattle, which shouldn’t be too hard since I’m only staying a night. Still need to get the book for the paper due next week. I think that I will skip Reina’s and get the textbook later. Still need to goto library and see if they have a copy of Farewell To Manzanar. The bookstore didn’t have a copy.
And with all of the stuff that I need to do, I also need to get to Sac and to Mew’s. Flying out of Sac tomorrow and with the slight rain that we have, traffic will be even more horrible (You know that Californians lose 10-30 IQ points while driving in the rain or snow)
It was such a bad idea to go back to back with the coffee. Had a frappuchino last night and one this morning. Knew I should have went to Jamba Juice. The thing with this new Statbucks is that it’s new and the staff is new and happy, but they still learning to make the drinks. The caramel one that I had last night had WAY too much caramel. And I swear that there are coffee grains in my brownie frap.
The shining point of this day has to be the letter that I got in the mail. Dental coverage; YAY!!!!!! I can get my teeth checked now. It has been a LONG TIME since I’ve been to the dentist. Taking bets on how bad my teeth are. I’m going with 8 cavities and a double root canal. Ouch!!! Now I just need Kaiser to come in and I can get a chack up and maye see a shrink to get the good pills.
Will def. have to start looking for a new place when I get back. Hoping to find a room betweeen $500-$800. Staying away from sharing a room, but will if I have too. More than $800, I might as well get a studio or a 1 bedroom for myself. That price range will be $800-$1200.
And then the fact that I will have to goback to AOL for awhile. Ugh…**shudder** **sigh** I guess it can’t be helped. Hopefully, I can find a place with cable or DSL. But high speed internet will have to wait until I get the necessities out the way. So much stuff to buy; I need a bedroom set, kitchen set, etc, etc.
Wish that Suzanne lived in the city or somewhere closer than Antioch. When we had dinner last Friday, it was very comfortable cooking in the kitchen with her. i know that I’ve bitched t her about how messy she is. I can’t really talk since I am getting messier that I used to be (although no where near as messy as she can be). But it felt really good cooking with her that Friday, and I wish that we could do that more often. I wish that I could sit and watch her play Tetris (it’s very hypnotising watching her play) or to lay in bed reading our novels while Nacho attacks out toes, or to sit on the couch with my mink blanket around us as we switch between Will & Grace and WWF Smackdown!
**le sigh**
First things first, I guess
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The moral of the story

Do not wait until the last minute to do 20 page paper
So tomorrow (or today) I need to turn in paper, work, pack and clean house, pick up book from Reina, pick up book from library or Borders, and drive to Sac. Oy Vey. I am going to be a tired tiger tomorrow
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Vampire and Human Sex!?!?! OH

Vampire and Human Sex!?!?! OH MY!!!!
Made the mistake of turning on the TV and Buffy was on. Oh man, that was a delicious worm hole to be sucked into. Spike is my hero. And Willow is still fucking hot.
Time to take a shower….I stink.
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test…1,2,.3 how do you spell

test…1,2,.3
how do you spell kat
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Santahas his own LJ. Who

Santahas his own LJ. Who knew…
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Procrastination A-Go-Go

I was thinking about the Xmas party coming up and the Secret Santa that I signed up for. I remember last year I did a LJ secret Santa. Don’t remember who I had, but I believe that I got him a Three Musketeers DVD. I never did get my gift from my secret Santa.
I should look to see if they are doing one this year…
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I need to go on

I need to go on Oprah and have Dr. Phil yell at me.
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Tm is outside teaching Mark

Tm is outside teaching Mark how to put pictures on the desktop. Something about ‘Camel Toe Shots’…
Mark has that total newbie internet user, learning about what you can and can’t do with the computer. Not sure if he has gotten into instanst messenger or chat yet. Oh boy, that will be a milestone for Mark.
Brings back memories of my begining internet experience…
….Now they are squabbling about disk space. I think that Peter is getting frustrated cause there isn’t a computer for him to use….
Anyway, the camel toe reminds me of the volleyball match on T.V. last night. OMG, talk about hard on. Them volleyball girls and their volleyball shorts, just clinging to their skin. Patting themselves on the butt after a good pay. **sigh** I’m just an old pervert. Not really, it was college girls, not the high school girls.
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