I am so sick to my stomach….I thought that a bowl of soup would help, but I still feel sick…I have $750 in my account, so I still need to come up with another $700 dollars to pay back the stuff that I own. Then I still have to worry about the other bills that I have, like the cell, insurance, and rent for June if I stay here. I would have to wait until the middle of June to make rent and I would probably have to go through all of this again. Even if I don’t stay here, I’ll have to pay the $1450. It is so unfair and I can’t understand why won’t they at least meet me half way and let me pay it off. They admited that they were at fault. **sigh** Hopefully, the Rent Board will be able to help me out.
I’m wondering if I should even work on this paper. I’m already behind on it and I doubt that I will be able to get it done now with this rent thing hovering over my head. I think that I’m going to quit school then; I’ve been in it so long and I think that I should just realize that I am not cut to have a college degree or any success in life. I had better get fitted for that Baskin Robbins outfit.
I so want to die right now…
A 40-something rediscovering life in California