Daily Archives: February 27, 2001

I don’t like it.
But I am too tired to put it back the way that it was before. SO I will just have to learn to live with it.
And doing this project has done the opposite effect that I wanted, because now I feel fat and ugly.
And I have a raging headache….
And I just sooooooooooooo want to go on a rampage right now, just to hurt people left and right.
But I wont; I’ll just finish cleaning my room and deal with the headache. Maybe a DVD will help me.
Fuck that, I think that I want to just stay enraged and pissed off. Then tomorrow is Happy Wednesday so I’ll just be really really happy tomorrow and forget about this night.
Current mood: enraged
Current music:

Is it me, or is anyone else thinks that First Lady Laura Bush looks scary
Current mood:
Current music:

I feel ugly…..
I also have an headache, but that’s a whole different story.
My room is a mess an I have to decide on how I am going to arrange it. I was glancing through some feng shui books at Borders and got some ideas, but I need to get everything out of the room first, so I have room to work with.
I called Amber at work and she told me that a friend of hers has died. I told her that I would work Thursday so she could go to the funeral. I’m O.K. in my classes except for my Aikido class. I will def. have to go to both classes now. (I slept in today for the first class.)
Speaking of classes, I got a C on my paper. I am either one of the luckiest people on the earth or maybe I’m not that bad of a writer and am just too self critical of myself. Naw, I am just a lucky sonofabitch.
There are things that I should talk about and things that I should face, but I will not. Not right now anyway.
**tear**
**sigh**
It seems that sometimes that I am too insensitive to things and then sometimes I am too sensitive to things.
Since I am going to brood on thing of the past, I might as well cook dinner while I am brooding. And then later, maybe I can push it aside enough so that I can rearrange my room.
Once again, I feel ugly
Current mood: drained
Current music:

My room is in complete chaos right now. It looks like it’s the first day that I was here and that I am in the process of moving in. Hmmm, maybe I should have waited until the weekend to do this. Well, no turning back now. Anyway, I should be out the door now and on my way to class. I guess I can plan my room out in class. Actually, I think that the only thing that I should have done was the put the keyboard and the mouse in the keyboard drawer on the desk, where they wouldn’t be able to reach the bed. They are currently on the desk. Hmmm, oh well, I’m sure that I will figure something out. O.K. I need to git to class.
Current mood: content
Current music: Hum of the computer