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Working away from home and 100+ heat

Why a college football coach hid his bipolar disorder diagnosis for 30 years

Happy Bitthday

Happy Birthday to Me

What Did Hubble See On Your Birthday (April 24th, 1991)

Cygnus Loop Supernova Remnant

This image captures a small portion of the Cygnus Loop supernova remnant. The Cygnus Loop marks the edge of a bubble-like, expanding blast wave from a colossal stellar explosion that occurred about 15,000 years ago. #Hubble30

Covid-19 blues

Laying in my room not going to sleep. Listening to trigger me with his whining. Jealous of being online. Wanting to cut myself to feel something. Seems like I’ve been asking the same question for 20 years now and not finding an answer. Or just ignoring the answer. I have an answer, but apparently it’s the wrong one. Sigh, in two weeks my psych can remind me why it’s the wrong answer.


Crawling out…

Trying to crawl out the pit that I’m in. It’s good that I’ve stop digging for the most part. But even with friends, getting out will be difficult at best. Should I be satisfied that I stop digging and learn to live in this hole that I’ve dug for myself?

I think I missed my chance…

The answers that I were afraid of are going to go with him to the grave.  Going to have to accept it and move on, whatever that entails.

The look…

When you are the only Black person in a space. Just how dangerous of a black personal are you. Is my Lorax/Treehugger shirt too threatening? Is there a table two spaces away or do we have to sit next to him. Maybe we can eat in the hot car outside. It won’t be that bad, right?

Kinda sad that I this is my entry after being gone for awhile. But racism waits for no black man.

I’m confused

White guy with confederate flag lanyard and flag on car with a Raiders beanie on listening to N.W.A.

I’m confused