**sigh** I remember last year when I finally found this theme and was able to put it up on the site. It looked so good in my mind and I was so going to be a good little blogger and record my entire life daily. Even at the beginning of the year, I made a resolution to do a better job blogging.
But all I’ve done is neglect you. To be fair, I’ve neglected a lot of things, esp. in the last two weeks. Which is to say that I’ve gone through the motions without anyone really noticing. I can still wear a mask and costume and fool the outside world when I want to. But inside, I have been really dying. Even with a bump from you, and I still more depressed than ever, when I should be flying in the clouds. It’s not your fault, if anything, you have been the only oasis in my life so far, cause when I’m with you, I do forget about the stuff that is going on outside my life.
I really need to order flowers for this week.
What I need to do is get some breakfast and then work on pulling myself out of this funk. I know that I don’t have to do it alone, but with everyone having their own problems to deal with that is greater than mine, do I really have a choice?
And poor neglected blog, I will have to do something with you. A change is def. in order.