Monthly Archives: April 2005

This number is high only because I worked today. I think otherwise, this number would be much lower. But the point is to get my number of steps up to 10,000 everyday, so I guess it’s a good thing.
1 bottle of water
1 4oz juice box
1 choc chip cookie
1/2 turkey sandwich
1 bag of doritoes
3 pieces misc candies
1 large bowl of cereal

My body is so full and content, but my heart and soul is so empty and barren.
I should be happy right now, but I can’t stop the tears, the sadness, and the loneliness from taking over.

1 Venti Carmel Mocha
1 glass water
1 pint Sierra Nevada
1/2 loaf bread w/butter
1 baked potato loaded with butter, sour cream, chives, and real bacon
2 sides of mixed vegetables – onions, carrots, zhucinni, and squash
20oz porterhouse steak filet migoin style with peppercorn sauce and another sauce
1 chocolate molten lava – brownie with chocolate sauce with ice cream and toffee bits.

Just stuffed….
I ate the shit out of the steak I had. Meat, fat, bone.
Oh yeah, I can eat again.
**sigh** I was so good. A great first meal for my wisdomless mouth.
**passes out**

Apparently, the chocolate is finally kicking in, although I wish that I would have bought the puding cups like I had planned to do when I went into Safeway, fat tummy hidden away from everyone else be damned…
Anyway, I went and did my taxes online at Turbotax.com to find out that I get 61 dollars back from the Feds and that I owe CA 22 dollars (which is wierd, because I think that is what I either got back or paid last year.) Then Intuit wanted to charge me $70 for both of them. Screw you. I will just download the pdf, plug in the numbers and print it out myself. BTW, I need to get black ink for the printer. Which will still be cheaper than paying Intuit…
Planning on buying a HDTV Wonder tomorrow. I don’t know why I need HDTV, esp. just for public network channels. I can’t watch HBO or Showtime. And I’m not sure what kind of reception I will get. But $100 is a good price and it also includes an analog tuner, so I can record two shows at once or still watch TV while recording something. After this, the next thing will be to get a copy of Microsoft Media Edition 2005.
Tomorrow, I go to get the stitches taken out of my mouth; the remaining ones anyway. And then I am taking Babara out for a steak dinner for all th ehelp she has been. Then Saturday I have to work at the store for Sneak Preview Day. Fun. And then later that night, I need to make an appearance to Josef’s for his B-day party.
The Pope. I didn’t agree with all of his policies, but John Paul was a good man. He was really a dynamic pope, as popes go. I am truly sorry that he has passed on, but if nothing else this has kicked out all of the other bullshit stuff on the news with Terri Shivley (sp?) and Michael Jackson. I think Kathy saw the Pope before, not sure though. I wonder how she is holding up with this. It would be great if the new pope came from either Africa or South America. I just hope that The Church continues to embrace the people of the world, and if they can clean up the American part of the church, that would be a nice bonus.
Think that the rest of the night, I will try to finish one of my books and stay off of Warcraft. Unless I start getting the shakes….

Enough energy to logon to WOW to get a picture of my character.

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Can’t understand how I could feel so good one day and so crappy the next…
I am so done with work in so many ways. SO MANY WAYS. Still, I am just going to bend over and take it in the ass like a good boy.
After staying late at work, went to the mall to see a friend real quick and to do some shopping. Which turned into forever for some reason. Odds are that I just return everything tomorrow. Why do I even try anymore.
So apparently I had a dream that Amber called me and I made plans to goto her improv show tonight. Only problem is that it wasn’t a dream. Sorry Amber. 🙁
I had this running plan of stuff that I wanted to talk about, but now that I am finally home, I think that i just want to curl up in my blankets.
I don’t even think that I will log on to WOW tonight.

Yeah, I was all over the place. At work, manager meeting at the store, shopping at the mall.
2 bottles of ensure (chocolate)
1 chocolate/banana milkshake with brownie and almonds from Cold Stone
1 grande mocha frappachino
1 safeway chocolate parfait
1 cup peach/white grape juice
Lots of chocolate for an awful day

I just realized that I haven’t taken a picture of my character. WIll have to do it sometime. Anyway, here is a picture of me with the Dark Twilight Guild after finishing the Scarlet Monestary Dungeon. I’m the one in the middle

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