Daily Archives: April 7, 2005

Apparently, the chocolate is finally kicking in, although I wish that I would have bought the puding cups like I had planned to do when I went into Safeway, fat tummy hidden away from everyone else be damned…
Anyway, I went and did my taxes online at Turbotax.com to find out that I get 61 dollars back from the Feds and that I owe CA 22 dollars (which is wierd, because I think that is what I either got back or paid last year.) Then Intuit wanted to charge me $70 for both of them. Screw you. I will just download the pdf, plug in the numbers and print it out myself. BTW, I need to get black ink for the printer. Which will still be cheaper than paying Intuit…
Planning on buying a HDTV Wonder tomorrow. I don’t know why I need HDTV, esp. just for public network channels. I can’t watch HBO or Showtime. And I’m not sure what kind of reception I will get. But $100 is a good price and it also includes an analog tuner, so I can record two shows at once or still watch TV while recording something. After this, the next thing will be to get a copy of Microsoft Media Edition 2005.
Tomorrow, I go to get the stitches taken out of my mouth; the remaining ones anyway. And then I am taking Babara out for a steak dinner for all th ehelp she has been. Then Saturday I have to work at the store for Sneak Preview Day. Fun. And then later that night, I need to make an appearance to Josef’s for his B-day party.
The Pope. I didn’t agree with all of his policies, but John Paul was a good man. He was really a dynamic pope, as popes go. I am truly sorry that he has passed on, but if nothing else this has kicked out all of the other bullshit stuff on the news with Terri Shivley (sp?) and Michael Jackson. I think Kathy saw the Pope before, not sure though. I wonder how she is holding up with this. It would be great if the new pope came from either Africa or South America. I just hope that The Church continues to embrace the people of the world, and if they can clean up the American part of the church, that would be a nice bonus.
Think that the rest of the night, I will try to finish one of my books and stay off of Warcraft. Unless I start getting the shakes….

Enough energy to logon to WOW to get a picture of my character.

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Can’t understand how I could feel so good one day and so crappy the next…
I am so done with work in so many ways. SO MANY WAYS. Still, I am just going to bend over and take it in the ass like a good boy.
After staying late at work, went to the mall to see a friend real quick and to do some shopping. Which turned into forever for some reason. Odds are that I just return everything tomorrow. Why do I even try anymore.
So apparently I had a dream that Amber called me and I made plans to goto her improv show tonight. Only problem is that it wasn’t a dream. Sorry Amber. 🙁
I had this running plan of stuff that I wanted to talk about, but now that I am finally home, I think that i just want to curl up in my blankets.
I don’t even think that I will log on to WOW tonight.

Yeah, I was all over the place. At work, manager meeting at the store, shopping at the mall.
2 bottles of ensure (chocolate)
1 chocolate/banana milkshake with brownie and almonds from Cold Stone
1 grande mocha frappachino
1 safeway chocolate parfait
1 cup peach/white grape juice
Lots of chocolate for an awful day

I just realized that I haven’t taken a picture of my character. WIll have to do it sometime. Anyway, here is a picture of me with the Dark Twilight Guild after finishing the Scarlet Monestary Dungeon. I’m the one in the middle

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After spending a few weeks worried about someone you haven’t seen, when you finally find out that they are alive and O.K., you’d think that you could sleep easier. In fact the opposite is true, that I can’t get to sleep. Thoughts and memories keep me awake until the sun is about to rise. They are happy thoughts that make me feel good and lighter, something that I haven’t felt in a long time.
It’s sad in a way that that’s all i have, thoughts and memories with no way of making any new ones with them. But for the moment, I’m just going to continue to float on the happy thoughts and memories that are here now.