Monthly Archives: August 2003

What really piss ,me off

She has all of her fan boys fawning over her about this. Oh I know that she’s posted some thing in her journal…

Damnit…

I want different colored hair
I want cool glasses
I want a beautiful face
I want a nice rack
I want an hourglass figure
I want to be gorgeous
I want people to tell me that it will be better
I want fanboys…fangirls…
I want to stop hitting the wrong keys

I want pie.

I want to pass out and not throw up tomorrow

I probably shouldn’t have bought all of those I love you cards…

.mmmm beer

actually it’s was a bottle of JD, cause nothing helps kill the pain of the heart
breaking like Mr. Daniels.

The greatest part of this, I’ve got a week to pull myself together.

Passing out now.

.alcohol

Hmm…they are right, alcohol does numb the pain somewhat.

Think that I need to go and get a little more however.

.warehouse boyz

**sigh** Sometimes, I swear it is just like I am babysitting a bunch of little 8-9 year old boys.

That can smoke, drink, and cuss…

.freeing space in my head

– Missed the VMA’s last night; however have been looking at some of the pics that are on the internet. Will have to watch the show when one of the many repeats come on MTV. Also read some of Chris Rock’s jokes; looks like it was a good thing to bring him back.

– Have to stop drinking coffee, esp. when I skip breakfast. Will probably starve myself
tonight.

– Monitor people are suppose to call me back today or tomorrow with RMA number. Need to goto UPS store and get the correct box to ship hard drive back.

– Getting 10,000 mile service tomorrow. Also might go work at the store for a couple of hours. Also need to talk to Ford Credit to see if I can get the car loan in my name only.

– Make sure there is plenty of air circulation before ripping one off. Mark would have been impressed with it.

O.K. break time is over and transfers are piling up

Friday Five for August 29, 2003

1. Are you going to school this year?
I do not think that I am going to school this year. I might take a night class at one of the community colleges later in the semester, but most likely I won’t sign up until next year.

2. If yes, where are you going (high school, college, etc.)? If no, when did you graduate? I graduated from San Francisco State University last year (gawd, it has only been a year…) with a Bachelor’s Degree In History.

3. What are/were your favorite school subjects? History and Asian Studies were my favorite classes.

4. What are/were your least favorite school subjects? Math and Science were my least favorite classes with the exception of Mathematical Ideas. That had to be the greatest math class I have ever taken.

5. Have you ever had a favorite teacher? Why was he/she a favorite? I guess that would have to be Professor Tygel or Professor Hsu. They were my advisors and helped me out alot. They also put up with me, and for that I am eternally grateful.

[Listening to: Never Is a Promise – Fiona Apple – Tidal (05:55)

.the death toll continues

The monitor is unofficially dead. Luckily, the monitor is still under warranty, so I will call tomorrow and try to get an RMA. Unfortunately, the nearest service center is down south in Cerritos; I was hoping that one would be somewhere here in the bay area. I need to go back and see if my old IBM “Death Star” drive has a one year or three year warranty on it. Too late to save the data, but at least I could get a 60GB replacement hard drive.

Well, I guess I have the night to catch up on reading and stuff. I pray that nothing else gets broken on my machine.

.crying in the eye of the storm

Just to remind everybody who reads this (that means all two of you), the next two weeks are back to school weeks and I will be busy at work. So if I’m short on the phone or don’t answer back your emails or phone calls, that’s the reason…

Decided to sneak in a rare update while it is slow. Not too busy today, considering it is the first day of school. Tues/Thurs are always more brutal anyway; however, I expected it to be busier than this. Expecting it to pick up in an hour or so.

Yet another night of me not getting any sleep. I mean, I’m use to getting little sleep, but this is almost a week of going to sleep around 4-5 in the morning and waking up at 8-8:30a.m. I really need to get a full 8 hours or more of sleep. I know what is keeping me up at night, well, one of the things anyway. Nothing I can do about it though. Will try some sleepy time tea tonight when I get home and see if that will help. Otherwise I might have to bust out the Nyquil. Maybe I should take Tim’s suggestion and get a bottle of Vodka or some alcohol to knock me out.

Turned on my computer this morning to check the news and read emails. The monitor didn’t/wouldn’t come on. Didn’t have time to take a look at it. I’m hoping that it was just a fluke and that it is still working. Of course, the warranty expired just a couple of months ago, along with all the other parts of the computer.
Luckily, there is a spare monitor that I can borrow from work. Hoping that if it is broken, that it is just the monitor, and not the video card or the motherboard (it had better not be the hard drive!). Just one more step closer to getting a new computer…

Diet has gone out the window today with the Sourdough Jack that I had. **sigh** the 49’er and Raider Jack balls were too tempting of an offer.

.body image update

– Currently there is a larger than usual breakout occurring on the face. Daily
implantations of facial scrubs and facial masks being applied to slow down and stop more
clogged pores from forming. Teeth whitening continues with limited success.

– The arms are looking a little more defined, but not by much. Unfortunately, horrible farmer’s tan line can be seen. Wondering if going to the nude beach and tanning for a day would clear that up. Also
rumors are popping up again that a tattoo might be on one of the arms by the end of the year.

– Love handle is still in last known position. The right handle continues to look larger than the left side, for some odd region. Another push has begun to get rid of love handle with diet. Focus on this diet is to cut out all liquids except for milk and water, cut back on rice and pasta, and eat more fruits and vegetables. Although physical activity will increase due to work getting busy, without a clear workout plan, analysis are predicting little to no effect on love handle.

– Still surprised at the fact that I can now wear 34 waist jeans now without a struggle, Looking for a scale so I can get an
accurate measurement of my weight (Two scales at parent’s house clocked me at 175 and 182.)

– Penile region still looking well after trimming hairs a couple of weeks ago.

– Legs and feet are looking bad, as usual. Both shins have been banged up at work, the toes need a
pedicure or a priest. Thinking again of shaving them, thanks to watching a show that talked about it (had to do with the ‘Metrosexual‘ movement that the media has been reporting on.) Analysis don’t expect any action to take place.

[Listening to: Back And Forth – Aaliyah – Age Ain’t Nothing But a Number (03:51)]