Monthly Archives: October 2001

Elvis Gerbac has a thing for tight ends…

Damn, I wish I could have gotten a sound byte of that. Anyway, done with Deus Ex for the day. I found a good strategy for killing the two bosses at the end of level 4. Instead of trying to slug it out with Anna and Gunther, just snipe at them in the subway level. I died anyway, cause I was running out of ammo and Guther got a killer shot on me. Anyway, blah, blah, blah.
It is so hot here in the room. If I didn’t have stuff to do, I think I would take an adventure and search for a nude beach so that I could even out my tan. **sigh** Oh well. I think that I am going to take a shower first and change into some shorts. It must be hot if I am wearing shorts cause I never wear shorts.
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Post Depression Hangover…

Well, I’m up kinda early on a Sunday. I got’s lots of work to do; need to get all the work due this week done so that I can go to these two wedding starting on Thursday. But in good news, Eddie is starting to pack up his stuff. Yay!!! I still think that I am going to get stuck cleaning his shit, but I’m going to make sure that he gets charged for it. I guess I should wait and see. I guess the big question is whether I will get a roommate that is better or worse than Eddie? I guess I’ll have to wait and see. I think that I am going to rearrange the room when Eddie leaves. Right now the door is in one corner and the beds and the desk are against the walls. I think that I am going to the bed parallel to each other and set the desks up as a wall separating the beds. Now sure if that will work or not. The other thing is that I want to put the computer next to the window so that it can have some cooling. Last night, it overheated again; I really have to get it from underneath the desk. I think that I will stop running it during the day. The MS phone is messing up for some reason. I think it is cause I installed the XP update advisor, but not too sure.
Yesterday I went out to the Ren Faire with Suzanne, Judy and Dale.. Judy is a friend of the family and Dale is her husband. It was good times, although I was kinda tired cause of no sleep. I got home Friday night and tried to goto sleep, but Eddie came home and then later Matt and Casey came home with some girls so I didn’t end up sleeping until 4am. Anyway, Judy bought this beautiful painting of these dragons that I have been lust at for years now. I picked up another fairy figurine for Amber, cause she really needs some cheering up about now. The feast at the Boar’s Inn wasn’t as good as I’ve had before. The most frightening sight had to be the lady in front of us with the lumpy ass. I mean, this ass was lumpy in multiple places.
After the faire, we headed over to Target to get some wedding gifts; the little kids there just stared at us; me and my hat with feathers and Suzanne still in a peasant costume. Then we headed over to Vallejo to check on her grandmother and to have dinner. Then I took Suzanne home and sung songs to her and told her a bedtime story involving various musical artists stuck at a Ski Lodge.
Well, I think that the depression of the last week is going away, which is good cause there is a lot of stuff going on today. I have to do lots of reading and I have a 5-6 page paper to spit out. I also still need to get a haircut and buy some clothes for the weddings. And then Ii want to go look at cars. I need to narrow down what I want to get. I would like a Celeca or a Jetta. But if I have to, I’ll get a Saturn. What I really want in it is this. The only thing is that it costs $999 just for the 10GB hard drive. YIKES!!!! Still, that would be such a cool thing to have, Of course, I would need a 20-30 GB hard drive for all of my CD’s. Hmmm, I guess I could live with a 10GB and just put the songs that I actually like on it. Maybe I should focus on getting the car first before I worry about accessories.
O. K. I think that I am going to sneak in a quick game of Deus Ex (I’m on the 4-5 mission. yeah!) and then I will get to work.
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My tooth hurts. :-( But

My tooth hurts. 🙁 But at least I’ve escaped work and stuff. The BBQ was good, but I swear, I am going to kill my coworkers. And my tooth ache isn’t helping. Trying to listen to Martin Lawrence, but I’m just not in the mood. I’m going to copy this stuff for Mike and then head out to hot Antioch to see Suzanne.
Owwww! My tooth.
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Mellow friday payday at the

Mellow friday payday at the warehouse. Outside the paint shop is having a vendor fair and BBQ. There are some FAT fucking steaks out there; just waiting for Peter and Mark to get here so that we can go over en masse. Amber and Hilda are also on their way out here, oh yay.
Talk to Mew and my brother in the last two days. They are both doing well, so that is good news.
I still feel like depressed crap. But I will just try to put it aside for this weekend cause I have too many things to do. Tonight I go to see Suzanne, tomorrow I try to finish all of my assignments for next week, and Sunday is the last day at the Ren Faire. We are going with Suzanne’s sister and her sugar mama, Judy. Actually Judy is a pretty cool lady, so it should be good times. But I dont really feel like going, but I have too, so I will try to put the depression behind me and put on an award wininng performance.
I keep thinking about a scene from Hard Boiled with Chow Yun Fat. In the scene, Chow Yun Fat is talking to the undercover cop and the undercover cop wants to build a house in Antartica cause “it is always light there and I am tired of living in the darkness.” I kinda want the same thing, except I want the darkness to surround me to protect me and to keep me warm and safe from the bright and cold light.
Acceptance.
**sigh** I guess te roller coaster has stop climbimg and it’s time for a drop
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Well, today was blah. Amber

Well, today was blah. Amber came to work to show off her new Mustang. Then I tried to go shopping cause I was depressed, but ended up eating from Una Mas. Good Mexican food there. Anyway, I missed class to stay home to watch Lashou Shentan a.k.a. Hard Boiled. That made me feel better for awhile. Then I spent the rest of the night reading and burning Dave Matthews CD’s for Suzanne. 8/10 CD’s isn’t that bad. I was suppose to be done tonight though cause I have most of Mike’s CD’s. But I didn’t even get to his stuff (He wanted me to make copies for him too.) I think that this will take until Friday maybe. I hope he can survive without Dave for a couple of more days.
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What is it about eating

What is it about eating that seems to solve everything, if only for a little while.
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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current mood: infuriated Current

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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What a way to start a morning…

whathefuck?!?!
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Finish studying, think that I’m

Finish studying, think that I’m going to call Suzanne and take a nap before class
I had more to say, but I think that I will late until later
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