Monthly Archives: October 2001

I am not ready for this trip and these weddings.
I am getting sick; must be that anthrax going around.
I should call Suzanne and tell her that I’m not going.
**deep breath**
O. K. Panic Attack Over, Back to Packing
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I really do want this life to end for me. I am extremely dissatified with it and wish that I could end this endless torture of my life…
Now that I got that sudicidal crap out of my system, I am still having a shitty day. Work and school are both dragging me down. And I have a uneasy feeling about this wedding marathon weekend.
And damnnit, where in the hell is GabbyMoe. It’s almost been a month since the last update. My life is nothing but a sailboat lost in the ocean if I can’t read GabbyMoe and all of the going on’s in journal land.
poop 🙁
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In the matter of a minute, I was able to set off the fire alarm and lock myself out of my room.
I know, I astound even myself at times…
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Oops! Busted….
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Watching the Yankee’s/A’s game on T. V. and it is so weird to see Donald Trump and Regis Philban behind the plate…
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I still can’t find my book; I’m still mad at my workers, it is still hot in San Francisco, I still haven’t got a haircut or an outfit for the weddings….
But at least Eddie is gone. Yay.
Now it’s time to clean up from the ghetto hurricane that was Eddie.
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Well the weekend wasn’t a total bust. I got some stuff done, the Ren Faire was fun, and I told Suzanne a twisted bedtime story. But I still didn’t get the paper that is due on Wed. done. And Eddie is all packed up, but still hasn’t cleaned the kitchen or the bathroom. Thinking that I might stay home just to make sure that he either does it or that they see that it’s not clean. **sigh** I should be thankful that he is gone and I get the room all to myself, even if just for a little while. Blah, going to sleep now.
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Why would a civilian need a version of a M-16?
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I’ve lost my book for the paper that I have due. I even drove out to the warehouse and I can’t find it. I’m very upset about it. So I’m not really too sure what to do for my paper. I guess I could try to write something using my notes only, but not too sure that will work. Maybe I’ll borrow Reina’s book for a couple of hours.
Anyway, went to Carl Jr.. and then to Baskin Robbins. I know, I’m not doing a very good job not eating out. There was a line out the door @ Baskin Robbins and I realize that I don’t have to wait in this line, I can make my own Cappuccino Blast. So I go to Walgreens and get some ice cream and I head back home and make a shake with the coffee ice cream and T.G.I.Friday’s Mudslide mix. Way too much mix, and a little thin, otherwise, it’s O. K.
Eddie is a little annoyed with me cause I ask him to clean the kitchen. All he did was put his food away. The counter and the floor are still a mess, as is the bathroom. I got too many things to do to deal with him and his sophomoric additude, i.e. I’m going to have to clean his mess. Well, I will at least make sure that he gets charged for everything that he left a mess.
Suzanne has great news that I will let her talk about on her journal. I need to figure out what I’m going to do about this paper.
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I didn’t really realize how bad of a movie Wing COmmander is. It’s a shame really, cause the game wasn’t half bad. Anyways, the A’s are getting their butts kicked, I’ve gotten most of my work done, and I might have left a textbook that I need at work, so I am going to Carl’s Jr. for dinner. Yum!!
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