Gawd, I just went out and bought the both of them $20 gift cards to Nordstrom’s. Not like they have ever given me a gift or even said Merry Christmas to me.
I should have went out tonight. I really should have went out.
Am I really this bad and repulsive of a human being?
think that I really don’t like my roommates. I’ve tried so hard to be friendly to them and they just treat me like shit. Well, not like shit, but for example, they are outside talking and I go out to try to join the conversation and everything goes silent. I go back to my room, and it starts up again. I thought that I was being paranoid in thinking that they didn’t like me, but now I’m not so sure. I mean I even put out my fucking LCD TV and Wii for them to use. What more do I need to do? I think that i really should start looking for my own place. Gawd, it sucks that the rent is so cheap here, I’m going to have to pay off some bills for sure and cut back on my lifestyle in order to move.