..in bed

Camelot’s Fish & Chips

Been trying to get to this place ever since I came back to The Bay from Seattle.

…in bed.

Just saying, if it’s on a Panda Express fortune cookie, it must be true.

…in bed

…in bed

Miss you dad

Thought that I would be able to get through the day without having to take it off. But I’m struggling. Taking a break and walking around the neighborhood. So many things going on in my life and I feel like I’m failing all of them. Five years later and still not talking to mom. Not completely unexpected since we both can be stubborn. But to be honest, I thought that I would have caved in by now.

Just tired; of everything, everyone, and especially myself. I wish you were still here. I miss seeing you and talking to you and you just made everything better and made me feel better.

**wiping tears from eyes**. Maybe this wasn’t the best idea before a work meeting

..In Bed

What’s your favorite time of day?

Night time is still my favorite time of day. What else could explain the fact that I don’t start to do anything like cleaning my house until 11:30pm-12am. **sigh**. Maybe I should have tried saving for a house. That way I wouldn’t be worried about waking up my neighbors below I could vacuum and play music without waking anyone.

The victories, not matter what

Finally cleaned the living room,,put the dishes away, took out the trash, cleaned the toilet, and folded and put away some of my clothes, Apparently, the clean clothes pile has been building up since Pride. Which is truly amazing and sad at the same time. But I did dig out my Apple Watch and knife out. Trying not to dwell on the negatives and focus on the positives. Trying is the word…

Visiting

Can’t believe how this kid has grown.
Father and son