Daily Archives: October 19, 2026

A Floating Vocal Experiment

This is going to be weird. I’ve always wanted to try this. Even though music, I think, is too loud. 
And hoping my phone doesn’t fall into the bath. Since we need to trade it in for my phone. So, hopefully, I don’t damage it. 
Four days, a pre-order. Um. But since I know that Mama’s gonna be all over place today. 
And I’m not gonna find any inner peace. I think I’m just gonna flip and talk. And then later, they’ll try to register to transgender and see if they can translate any of it. 
And we should see what happens. Uh, it looks like I’ve tried this before, so… There’s another recording from Teresa. 
We’ll say that happens. Let me get such a bitch. He’s not calling. 
I am so freaking out about the phone again. I don’t know what to do. Lost so sorry. 
No, I’m assuming it’s picking up everything ’cause I’m seeing waves on the app. Maybe I should do this nice time with my old iPhone. 10, that’s… Recorded on that, and to transfer it. 
I was I wouldn’t be worried about getting damaged. Open the door a little more. Guess that’s better. 
Hmm. Better but not better. How about that? 
Better than not better. At least I can see it’s recording. But I can also feel cold air coming in. which I don’t like. 
First, world promise, stuff, for sure. Okay. I think we’re gonna live here. 
I hope that doesn’t fall in. I feel like you did this so far. Um, at this seat, pass, I call, I’m fucking your chicken. 
Coming here. Uh, I’m happy with 21, the passing means, being in another truck, step past, the cop who’s in the middle of the road, and he was turning around. But I think there was too many cars for him to catch up to us. 
So… Hopefully there’s a little more level left from that. And my phone will fall in. 
Yeah, I will forget it when I get out of here. Oh Oh, my God. Oh, my goodness. 
Oh, my goodness. And then it’s fun so many times, and you think I was, you know, the first minute flying. But I have to be something I want, or get over, and I think, you know, I’m gonna sink. my thought is just gonna sink down the ground. 
Yeah, so I have, like, a couple inches from the bottom. But not all the song keys in my phone. chill. Back. 
There’s my sinus doesn’t run all in her place. Because I tilted back, came down. I had more to relax. 
How am I gonna worry about my phone? I believe in magnets. I believe in tore up the company that makes my phone kiss. 
In the front, I’ll be doing this with my new phone. Hells to the house. I should pay for this one. 
I’ll say I paid 100,000 for this phone, so I’m definitely gonna put a 2000 phone. And to… my foot pod. I still can’t believe I’m paying $2,000 for a phone. 
Tyranni, a woman, iPhone, now. I can get away with 18 years, or even a 17. A 17, half, the dark, but that I want, too. 
So that was just a plain, like, following phone. But I’ve been wanting to find my iPhone since I heard about it 2 years ago. 3 years ago. And I was again last year, but it came out, but I’m just like, oh, wait in here. 
And I could wait a minute a year for the public. Which the all round, smooth, normal glassy. And it does look nice. 
Interior should have the cameras underneath the screen. That’ll probably be pricey too. Well, I’ll have a job in here. 
Now, I’m gonna get the duo. I’ve already put the watch, I got the prequalification set up for it, so I just need to wake up early in the morning. On Friday to order it. 
And if I go to sleep, then next Friday, it’ll be a trip to the Apple store to see and get in line together, just like old times. The scientists werege, get the 5, 12, storage instead of 256. My tree and shed cover, the difference impress. 
And during this way, I should be able to keep one of my music. And… All of my pictures on the phone. 
Although I thought about that for this one, and that didn’t work out because I didn’t act off the line, but I think that was more because of all the pictures in my messages, my messages. I was keeping. Shouldn’t be a problem if I get a new phone number. 
I need the 369 number, replacing the 415. And then, I can only watch it go with that since my old watch, one of my figures on my watch, too. And I think it was single, uh… 12, so I’m getting a ultra, ultra, is kind of Nick. 
And I’m definitely not athletic or outdoor energy as all the future for the ultra. So, the meaning more size of the regular watch or work for me. Then I’ve got an Apple pen, so I can travel on the phone. 
And very much solve the problem. of hearing a journal headphone. I do wish that the Larry Pill will work for a phone. I don’t think it will. 
Maybe I should look into that quickly before ordering the Apple puzzle. Put the phone. Yeah, I think this is much more we have to use CBSBC, because I don’t know if you have to charge online iPad directly. 
And the deal doesn’t have connected to charges, so… I felt like that theory… The maybe introvert, too. 
Also, I like it’s been discontinued, so it’ll be hard to get. But, like, that maybe you may purchase. But then, do I really need? 
My iPad, or my door, just drown, too? There is something to be suffered writing a paper. Well, for real fountain pen. 
There’s so much transfer everything from the paper to online. Nice, since this continued. I felt like the knee husband also discontinued, it was just everything. 
Never caught. But I think that’s because you have to buy special partillos. You can journal the paper and also transcribe to… 
Digital… uh, Peter Massage. In and out, this is just really fluff, fluff, talking about… so many more deeper issues I should be going in, but… Is where, here, my voice and entry speaking, go out. 
I had to make it work, but… since I don’t have a social art, it’s kind of weird hearing myself talk. Like, usually, it’s just all thoughts in my head. Well, does he have his order, you know, unfortunately, I can’t get a trouble. 
And she said, I’m okay, there, she’s all alive, so. Sometimes I look forward to, I guess. Like, about to hold one in a car. 
And that way I would have to like everything that I’m traveling. And sleep all one in the car. Who knows? 
Maybe… I have this control, I’ll be going up to Washington. I really shouldn’t be doing more. 
I should really do it for a good job. I should really be looking for a roommate. I should have really gotten my life fixed by now. 
Okay, this is really weird. Like, I know I move around… in the heart, like, I’m all over her place. And the only reason I’m hanging out is because the light of the iPad recording. 
This movie. Well, from an age room, man. Definitely have to clean up the second room, take pictures and posts. 
Recharge from 1,000 for a room. We paid a 1300. We paid utilities and gas, we hit internet. 
Oh, my God, animal order place. Hopefully, the phone is catching my voice as I am, like, at the end of the pod. So, we trying to hotel for, um… 
We pay for utilities. We pay for Wi Fi, they can pay for screaming. I hit the park. 
No exceptions. I am feeling cool to trigger my first floor apartment in the back corner. I had a first floor apart, it’d be easier to have a mom come down here and love with me. 
Oh, that would be hell. This was just since I don’t know what’s going on for her house. I never know if they were garnished as security and attention. 
If they didn’t do that, then I moved her for, for her and back. And even if I lost my Chicago, get out of the shop before pay. I could still use her stuff to have a caretake come during the day. 
And just be all for her. I could take care of that house apartment. Another electrical just be after her because of her machine. 
She would definitely ask about me down here. No, she doesn’t live down here. Then how do I get here to Indonesia? 
I mean, I have the latest date here for 11 hours on a plane ride. How the hell do we get to Indonesia? Fun away, announcing years ago, when she has a better condition. 
Oh, my goodness. I desire you now. Yeah, she would definitely have to be correct. 
Following hours. That is not fun. Nah, fun at all. 
Okay, after this, I need to go to FedEx, UPS, send after holographic literature phrase to brackets at the end. Hopefully, I do like them. I don’t know why I was suspecting, but, uh, I mean, they kind of work. 
Sure, the idea was hard about the time. So I ended up putting pictures in before, and was I gonna use them? Especially since I had no pictures for the last. 
Two years. But the last pictures I’ve taken… I had to trick my phone. 
I can’t imagine I’ve taken a lot of pictures this year. And it don’t taste like it took a lot of pictures last year. But I went to the East Coast last year. 
Oh, my God, just seems, like, such a long time ago. Yes, I did, because she discussed last year. That was also the Bay of Breakers. 
That the last time I saw everybody. Feels like it. Before I was told that psychiatric can help me anymore. 
Before I spent all the savings trying to say, Mom, Before a ref… Before this year of kind of sleeping behind a ball at work… Before my eye… until my heels. 
I have eye open, and I can cut enough. Read? I don’t know just ’cause I already know what it says or not. 
I think it’s because I already know what it says. And the numbers are kind of big. Uh, I probably won’t be getting the surgery because I’m doing the training on Friday. 
They’re doing a high exam, mid November, and they want to do surgery for Thanksgiving. That was just not gonna work. Oh, I mean, it could work. 
Surely gone. I mean, I guess I’m looking ahead, thinking I’m gonna have a job. Hopefully, I would come. 
Okay. positive thinking. We’ll send the positive music. I’m also thinking I’m gonna have a job. 
If I possibly think… I have a high surgery, like between dirt, which is something I’m a day or Tuesday. The key thing is getting home, and I know that’s gonna be in this show. 
They’re gonna want somebody. And I don’t think I can have a medical service take me home. My friendly needs it up. 
Hmm. I could ask one to do it. Well, she can get around. 
I mean, he said that she’s going home for Thanksgiving, so she might not even be around. I guess someone from work to do it. I want to, I just want to done it. 
I don’t know why I wanted to own a man. Hmm. That’s where I called the hospital again to say I’m up, so I… 
That’s curious, when she’s at, the auction thing was kind of weird, and then it died, and that’s an auction of 911. Why do you like hearing him such a failure as a son? I have failed in society. 
That was standing all of the issues that she has. Oh, as all this… and was my responsibility to take care. And I did not. 
Yeah, she has a right to be now, she has a right to be Scornful. to hit all of us. I mean, it feels like every… me and in her life has hurt or disappointed her. I feel like that’s the true story of being a woman. 
But as a man, I probably wouldn’t know. I’m probably just totally off of. Out of the point, off the point. 
But, no, every man is first. Tell me stories about grandpa, her grandfather, her dad. You know about that? 
Well, his cheating and womanizing his 70s. I told the screwed over, and versus screwed over. Her community screwed her over, her friends screwed her over, has been screwed up over, her work scooter over, hairy legs go over. 
Everybody has taken advantage or hurt her. Even to two Ponzi schemes, to drugs, to rehab. So… 
And the way in, I guess it’s ready to be better. Am I weak? I can’t handle myself. 
I can’t handle anyone else. I can’t, myself, I can’t help others. So I pushed everyone away. 
I wasn’t doing it. They done it for me. For doing it for them. 
Shout, sarcasm. I think I am. But… to be proven, one trap plans for our president, like 28. 
And we have our second Civil War United States. And I get shot or some took concentration camp. And everyone came to, like, no, we don’t metro. 
He pushed us away years ago. We haven’t talked to him since. We have no relationship with him. 
And they can be safe. I don’t know about Gabi. She seems to think that she’s fine. 
I mean, if I’m gonna round up me, turn around with her, too. And she thinks she must come back to Peru, but I just felt like, I mean, for real, it’s not the best place either. Will it be worse than so in the United States? 
Here’s the same, but I don’t know. Well, Thanks. Being an hostic, atheist. 
My faith, massive, not believer, because I do believe God. Say that, yes. Yes, but I do believe he’s out there. somewhere. 
Doesn’t anyone think they’re going to be tested alive? But I survived Indonesia. When months of London, Asia, mom and I survive in Indonesia. 
I don’t know what Erica Cynthia would do with her. And the kids. Especially with smoking. 
Oh, my God. Yeah, Mom could not live up, Cynthia. They don’t have to buy her a place. 
Me and her place, they’re awful to live in. What other things can I write about? What else is going into my mind? 
Well, do you need to get off my dependency of my axes? Lynn, I’m the friend tree in my head. It’s not a good thing. 
Crawling into a fantasy world, or in the morning, it’s not a good thing. I don’t need to… Because sex is definitely… 
Maybe I should do drugs. ‘Cause that also is the answer. If only I could hit by lightning. 
I’m sure 20,000 fulls of electricity is just a nature. Reset myself. Finally thank you for. doing here Not here in the pot. 
I mean, I’m funny. What am I doing? My wife. 
Why am I trying to live? Why am I pretending to live? Passage, you know, pretending to love life in California. 
Why am I pretending to live in California? Then I guess the state, I mean, doesn’t matter. Our country. 
Actually, it does matter because… I’m gonna percent the letter. I gotta have an 8 30%. 
As obvious, I’m not gonna kill myself. Too much energy. something like that, but it’s also too much energy, just to love. So, where does that leave me? 
Please, me, I think, cherrying at the half. Train, fill the ball. I mean, I should be back for, I’m sorry, don’t turn this way. 
I think, just this old page. Yeah, old age. And I’m 55 yet, so maybe not my cash. 
I’m not, I’m spending a lot of time, I said, 229 pounds. I relatively remember the gap between. when I first started, I was like, and then when I tried to back up to 230, Like, I was so, I was so much waiting. I was 50, 60 pounds. 
And then it started cruing up a little bit, and then all of a sudden, I was just like, ah, two parties ago. Not again. I was assumption to 30s. 
I wonder if she should ask for increased away something. I really don’t need it, because the person specifically goes with diabetes, not for weight loss. And we must, like, maybe, healthier, regards to them. too many issues. 
I am going to be emotionally needed for life. It’s just the way I am. Give me a jury count, decreasing me into 200, so… 
Okay. I should go to nearly home, and try to refinance my car. Get the payments out. 
Or I could go to hell. Well, no matter which deal you shall want to. As long as it’s not gonna lay on one. 
Well, Maddie’s so weird. So ready to go to an excellent birthday, but I’m wondering what it would be like to meet. What would it be like, like, a patriot or us? 
To be able to look at your time. Yeah, to butcher your eyes, to see what they saw make. But love how me know my name. 
I hate my name. Does it have to be off? I just need to emotion. strong emotion. 
Naturally, your emotions, the love, and hate. You want a drink, say? Jealousy is just living here at the same time. 
We’re being showless of myself. Help me know my name. As usual, am I kidding? 
Anything done? Ideas are all there on the table, scattered around. We’re breaking, organized, putting our slots there, not… 
Like, I should put dishes away when I get home. This dishwasher’s been open for two weeks now, longer. That would be an accomplishment. 
That would be adulting. Then I just start making coffee again. And Jerry, I could save me $10 a day. 
And that would be good. For half, half. The wrong eye. 
She’s going to get the surgery. Okay, I’m sorry. I’m a break, sit, and I shake your blood. 
And I hurry around, I’ve had that some moment, it just inspired. Nothing else I should check out today. I mean, I should come surprise the dragon box and stay in my body. 
A better remaking was for her. Sounded like they’re gonna end time. And there’s definitely smaller, like, than on, uh, craggy boring. 
What a sanitja. I need a fucking table. I need the vote. 
Like, I’ll still do my backpack, and remember, bring that home tomorrow. I really need to clean the second room. I really should work on, like, a tire again. 
I should clean up, organize the files on my computer. I didn’t need to put it in the password, especially, into Apple Passwork. They’re gonna get rid of that. 
I was talking about a lash, and it was almost $60. I know that’s over $60. Yeah, I mean, if what it does, if it all is fine, but I can also do that with the Apple app, with the dishes. 
No, no, no, no. So, yeah, I need to spend a week. Transferring all the data from dashing over, ’cause I know that… 
I can’t see out the country safari. Today, we see is weird, and now we’re because of this apple, but then I use so far, I saw, like, edge, but I don’t want to put the passwords at the edge. I can’t, Microsoft, I meant that, okay, Microsoft. 
Security is, like, trust it on, or then make us off. One thing I do need to do is have one dry sink with the pictures on my computer. Especially it’s a shrinking storage. 
I don’t know how that’s gonna affect arrow in next year. Or to share whenever it happens. But I think, um, he’s using storage. 
I know if I need to… I don’t think I’m using that much of it, so… I don’t think anyone, now. 
Matt, you need to come sick. So, I need to work on that. That’s heroic, please, and her way, two things away. 
Actually, I’m surely to come to our drawer. I really do need to scare our money in the door. Scammer’s not door, I’m looking for. 
I need to get rid of other words. I need to bring it down. Even as a dream would bite more, but I’m not. 
I think I’m done with my singlet, wrestling outfit phase. Unless I can find, like, a Korean one. Which I don’t think I can. 
Apple home? Pat, this on the pad? I think that’s what they call them. 
So I want to get one of those? Yes, yes, I do. I can’t remember those to, like, replace it. 
With the HomePod, with the HomePod, and my bedroom. It’s a good one, only work better. Then I would need to change an apple. 
I don’t understand why I’m trying to go into, then… even, uh, rich travel music. So I can kill the good one to somebody of a captain. What are you going to do, right? 
I’m gonna be myself. Oh, my Dyson pack is coming, too. My love back. 
It is nice, and so it’s probably not gonna be as good as I think where it wanted to be. Just, like, the vacuum cleaner. And it’s good, it works, especially now they got a bigger battery for it. 
But, no, the show’s all in one. I would shift just kind of a little bit. Thank you. 
I don’t know why I didn’t… Actually, I do the wedding, because the ones that they have, or not, we’ll kick them out all out. Which brings me to what I really should do is sit on a homer system. 
Try this out, again, the 1st time I found. Just not get the living stuff working for it. Spend the money to buy the pre-made box. 
We’re trying this song together on my computer. Well, over the sashi anchor. Man. 
Is this work choice, maybe? I mean, I should have just got the Apple. Oh, yeah, I should have just got that one apart. 
I don’t know how much I might have got with my points, but… At least 200, 500? I mean, technically, I think that’s what the bag is for. 
Let’s just see how much, uh, life that costs, you can tell. So, it was a better purchase than, especially maker, but a gift card would be probably better. I guess, say, you’re old, too, too. 
Work is gonna be a fucking mess. Yes, I know. Mike, Andy, Alex, Maria. 
Oh, lady, baby, heavy. Make a party come out. I need to do the essential accounts, right? 
Are you going to the summer work and get your laptop? Are you gonna be able to do them while? You’re meeting tomorrow? 
Get out of there, report to see all of the new freezers. Let’s see which ones they can replace. at 32. And wasn’t 77? 
Am I thinking this all wrong before? I feel like we should smooth everything that is in the freezer farm, then to 40. They cleared the space. 
They cleaned the argument after we go. I just don’t see this getting all of the criment out of 7,77 in two months. With only me in trouble. 
Yeah, don’t worry about the windows, but… I probably tends that, and we could frost it to… It went after a perfect problem. 
Andrew’s point says, I feel like the one I don’t think is taken care of. Even though I’m not to buy something today. So I definitely need to go back to 77. 
Or to 40. Oh, what time is it? I gonna trust my car. 
What? Nah, I can’t control my car. 26. 
I don’t understand that, but for two hours. Especially since I didn’t bring my laptop or my journal. And I make Apple that an Apple Store. 
Which is kind of weird. I’ll have to trip out. There’s one downtown. 
I mean, I could go across the street for France and see if they have a dummy setup. I don’t think they do. Just take the guardians, do I want? 
Get it done, ask questions later. I am a worker. So maybe she does have a point. 
Okay, I think I do, like, one shelf, then, one room, then. Me and Troll should be able to do it. It’s been bigger than the ones in 7,000 room. 
But they’re still stop on 77th. They’re so special, and shell makes how we should be able to take care of it. Tomorrow, I’m gonna have to get in now. 
God. I have to move to one test. These comes out, and we’ll need to put in the tables. 40, the tables, and the drinks, 2 tables. 
I wish, Michael, you know what? I just got to ask some other shit. I mean, I’m so I can play with this. 
Get whatever data he has of 40. ‘Cause I’m thinking you would want to… We would, too, I don’t know. 
One, a door, and then one, two… In the middle. And then maybe one on the other side? 
So sex. So that would be three miles, or… I did something, they’re gonna get this stuff sold into mine. 
It’s already mid October. They’re talking about something, but… I’m gonna get you. 
Yeah, fine, that’s. I know we’ve done it before. We donated before, so… 
I should be taken care of. I wonder something he goes to, anyway. Maybe I should forget about for you and just focus under 8, too. 
So much shit to do there. I got lap pitches to clean. Convincing racks. 
Hey, camera, I thought to worry Iraq. I mean, you’re a Martin media stuff, too. We have to let risk until everyone’s lap bench. 
Most of the time, just small stuff. Another question is, when we let everybody know what’s going on. I feel like we need to tell them now. so that they have time to prepare. 
Apparently, I was also panicking, so… You just do things and love to speculate. Like I said, and it also seem to be putting everything in the mind on the table, they can get organized. 
Maybe I should focus on the town goals. Like the phone. That you see box up still. 
I should figure it out. The box score is a half inch too big. I wonder if we pry out the side of it. 
And I have to order around it without work. It would fit in there, but… open side. So, you’re just finally cringe? 
Can we afford to buy the crate? When are we gonna do it, Prince? So, then I think that makes for me a fit into a room. 
And I’m feeling positive. Not really. Well, I think all these thoughts out of my head. 
And if I get here off me. I really should just take the treatment, college, for a stretch line. I feel, like, a short one… 
I should have applied for the job. Now I. What’s his name? He used to work in the book. 
I listen to her voice. Ken, Pedro, Sophie, Jesse, Pretty. Start with, hey, oh, my God. 
Anyway. It’s that trash, just a little bit, Julia.. Going home, baby. 
What’s that Santa Rafaelis about? It’s just gonna be such a big, big hunt. his Civil War in two years. Oh, my neck is so sore. 
I understand this living room. What, this feels sore in here. I mean, honey, it wasn’t at the other last, right? 
I don’t feel the lights on.lexible. Yeah, my vampires are funny. Oh. 
Do I need to do anything about him here? over. That is a good question. 
Since I platform on myself, I’m gonna pitch for him. But men of East Coast family has reached out to me, so I don’t know if he’s reached out to them. That will come, changing… and another for Thursday. 
I feel like I’m nothing else to be able to get around. I wonder if thou be accounts for him to reach out to them. But I’m making a decision about that. 
You need to make a couple decisions on that. Oh, don’t tell Mom. I feel like now. 
Because she already has… I don’t think I’ll be awful. Do I tell my cousins? 
Oh, God. Think you have any plus completely off or not. He’s already lost him, so hopefully I have a track region. way. 
It’s just another big headache. Oh, really? Is Eric great? 
He’s just a scammer. I don’t think he’s a scammer. Uh, this age, I mean, who knows, he might be a scammer. 
But his eyes, I mean… Again, at the same age, now, hard to fake, but still… Yes, the eyes of his and pictures. 
There’s some something, just can’t. Make up. The embassies, fuss, giving up here. 
Unless he knows, uh, 1000000s of me, I don’t know about. Here, bigger people who are ready to skim and… us. So I don’t think he’s a scammer. 
I just don’t know if I’m gonna be able to go to the answer to what he wants. I don’t think I’m gonna get to any access I want. I don’t really want any of that surgery. 
I mean, that’s fine. He’s there, but I don’t want a relationship. I don’t remember into our mess. 
The love of us. Yeah. It’s not even his fault. 
Because that’s why… She’s stopping her half over her. It’s not the same. 
Honestly, I think he is, I’m trying to say enough to write my journal. So he should know enough about me. I just don’t know if I have any answers to him for dad. 
Since dad, I talked to him a lot. Maybe I don’t have to do anything. Until the next time, I was thinking, try to listen to a voicemail, and then actually call him on his phone. 
And the cycle starts all over again. Which I are, ironically, I don’t think I ever heard this place, though. I wish I was a way I could listen to it without the draft I simply calling him. 
Just to hear his voice so weird. This has been weird. Talking out much to myself in a faux pod. 
I’ll be curious to see how this translates. Actually, see how big the file is. Hopefully, it’s gonna take up too much space, but this voice in that video, so, should be 5 to phone. 
I’ll have to transfer it to one drive, and again, like I said, the translation should be interesting. Me mumbling, or floating. Okay, I should figure out how to… start recording. and confirm cr into water.


Braintot

can’t believe I spent the entire day on the couch watching YouTube shorts. Not even an attempt to watch something intellectual. Like I was supposed to goto the fire department pancake breakfast, do laundry, use the new wet mop to clean the floors, catch up on work. I didn’t even play Diablo; could have finished leveling up my character for this season. What a waste. I am such a waste. I really should cancel the new phone and all the other stuff I spent money on. Why am I even alive? I am literally a waste of breath. No purpose for me at all. Maybe I need to just cancel the internet. At least that way, I’ll have to goto the library to get a fix for my addiction.