Daily Archives: August 13, 2023

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I Still Haven’t Found What I’m Looking For

Been thinking about this song a lot lately.

Old Man Positivity

OK, I shouldn’t be all doom and gloom. Went out to dinner with Barry and Kurt. Good times was had by all, including the mosquitoes that enjoyed biting my legs apparently, even with jeans on.

Sunday results

One technique is to write down all of the things you accomplished before you go to sleep, so you don’t obsess over them while trying to go to sleep.

  • Took a shower
  • Left the house and went out for breakfast
  • Walked a mile+ around downtown San Rafael
  • Found commercial TV and wall mount for work
  • Bought socks
  • Didn’t go out to eat
  • Didn’t have cereal dessert
  • Cleaned dinning table
  • Put clean dishes away
  • Took out the trash
  • Found the leak under the sink

So now I only have to obsess over.

  • Clean clothes in room still not put away
  • Dirty laundry in car that I didn’t do today
  • Apartment that still hasn’t been clean
  • All the money I spent today on various website with questionable purchases I may or may not need
  • Need to find a new car
  • Being alone
  • Going back to work tomorrow and all that awaits me
  • My depression
  • My silent obsession over people that aren’t interested in me.
  • Getting old
  • My underfunded retirement
  • The Novato Leadership Program video that I still need to make
  • My health

…and whatever else my mind decides to focus on, in the past or made-up future, to keep me awake.