Daily Archives: December 15, 2016

Tears fall on their own

Is it the fact that I thought I was the only black person in the theater, or was it the fact that I was the only person there alone and not in a group. 

Watching Star Wars…

And i am the only minority in the theater.   Not sure what to make of it; the fact that I noticed. 

**edit**  Ok, one more black person was here. Feel a bit better now. 

Let it snow!

Yay, the snow java applet is working.  I was wondering when it would kick in.  I wonder if I can find it and change the snowflake settings?

To step in the shithole or not, that is the question…

To apply for a job that you just missed by two hours where the person who go the job lasted just two days…or not.  I mean TWO DAYS?!?  Now I’m really curious on how bad things are in the department, just want to apply and get the interview to see if I need to really start looking elsewhere.  Really want to talk to Megan about it, but she always keeps her cards close when it comes to stuff like this.  Having the floor staff backing me up would be a real relief, but I don’t know if I would even be able to do anything with my hands tied by Brian/Rachel.  I still feel like I’m in probation land with them (and Megan to a certain extent), and not sure if I could really do anything to help the department.  But with this new wrinkle, are they desperate enough just to hire me or not.  Grrr, I need some intel to make a decision.  Guess I have no choice but to interview in order to get questions answered.  Better get my shit waders ready.