Monthly Archives: July 2002

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Current mood: sick
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This is the end
Beautiful friend
This is the end
My only friend, the end
Of our elaborate plans, the end
Of everything that stands, the end
No safety or surprise, the end
I’ll never look into your eyes…again
Can you picture what will be
So limitless and free
Desperately in need…of some…stranger’s hand
In a…desperate land ?
Lost in a Roman…wilderness of pain
And all the children are insane
All the children are insane
Waiting for the summer rain, yeah
There’s danger on the edge of town
Ride the King’s highway, baby
Weird scenes inside the gold mine
Ride the highway west, baby
Ride the snake, ride the snake
To the lake, the ancient lake, baby
The snake is long, seven miles
Ride the snake…he’s old, and his skin is cold
The west is the best
The west is the best
Get here, and we’ll do the rest
The blue bus is callin’ us
The blue bus is callin’ us
Driver, where you taken’ us ?
The killer awoke before dawn, he put his boots on
He took a face from the ancient gallery
And he walked on down the hall
He went into the room where his sister lived, and…then he
Paid a visit to his brother, and then he
He walked on down the hall, and
And he came to a door…and he looked inside
“Father ?”, “yes son”, “I want to kill you”
“Mother…I want to…fuck you”
C’mon baby, take a chance with us X3
And meet me at the back of the blue bus
Doin’ a blue rock, On a blue bus
Doin’ a blue rock, C’mon, yeah
Kill, kill, kill, kill, kill, kill
This is the end, Beautiful friend
This is the end, My only friend, the end
It hurts to set you free
But you’ll never follow me
The end of laughter and soft lies
The end of nights we tried to die
This is the end
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Current music: The Doors – The End

Current mood: drunk (actually, just buzzed)
Current music: Michael Jackson – Man In The Mirror

It had to be one of the most amazing thing that I have ever seen.
I never need that a moon could get that red…
**sigh**
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Measure to woo men to teaching jobs
Low pay, hard work cited for declining numbers
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The 4th was pretty good. We climbed up on the Larson’s roof and watched the fireworks with Nacho. Right now, the topic of conversation is about weddings. I guess I have to learn to swing dance for Tess’s wedding (she is sending Suzanne a tape.) I sure that Amber could help me out.
**sigh** Have been having lots of wierd dreams lately. Not sure cause of the fast or what. **yawn** Suzanne and her sister are going to try on wedding dresses. THAT should be a fun experience. I am being totally cynical, oh well. Suzanne’s mom is planning her new kitchen; lots of tape measurements and mutterings about cabinets and stuff.
Need to call the brother at home to find out where is my grad present. Grrrr…. Also need to talk to him about Pump It Up and DDR for PC. **sigh** I really don’t have the momey for anything. I have been thinking about a 2nd job on weekday nights, but I think that I will wait until after my next check and see how much money I have left.
O.K. I shouldn’t tie up the phone line….
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Here reporting from Suzanne’s house. The mood is kinda sad cause Suzanne’s DVD player is not working and she can’t get the speakers to work on the IMac. Oh well. Anyway, i am officially off of my fast and am rapidly refilling my supply of junk food into my system. O.K. got to go, watching American Icon.
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Nap was good; headache is gone for right now. I still real weak, but the only reason I woke up was cause I was having weird food dreams. Still, I think that I am going to try and go the rest of the day with no food. A one day fast shouldn’t hurt me too much and it will be good self-control practice or something spiritual like that. I just hope that I don’t break down and go to a drive-thru somewhere on the wait to Suzanne’s.
Anyway, I need to take a shower and pack stuff so I can get out of here.
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My wrists and eyes kinda hurt and I feel kinda weak. Would like to blame all of it on Carpal Tunnel, but it’s probably cause of me not eating anything today.
Got the new couch downstairs. It’s bigger than I thought it would be. Also brought in the carpet that I got from Angie. Not sure what to do with it. I though that their would be enough to cover half of my room, but I’m not so sure now. I will figure out something to do with it.
Am going to take a nap and then head up to Antioch to see the girlfriend. I’m looking at the CHP traffic page and the freeways are just littered with accidents. Will def. wait until later to leave.
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Current music: Nine Inch Nails – Hurt