Monthly Archives: June 2025

Spilling my Starbucks on myself as I get out of the car the car wash. Good thing that I got The Works package and it’s hot af to dry myself off.

**sigh** there’s still bird crap on my car but I will look like a real dick if I don’t tip.

Took this picture and truly realized how ugly and out of shape I am. Like I knew this, but it really hasn’t clicked until this picture. Of course, mom and relatives have said I’m handsome. I’ve had a few people ask if I have done any modeling. And I have had girlfriends and other partners. But I don’t think I’ve ever have seen what other see in me.

It’s been a weird week. Videos about how men aren’t dating anymore, the 80/20 rule, articles about Viagra in older adults, best foods to increase T-levels. And I haven’t been on the socials…O.K. I did go onto Facebook to ask a question to the group of the game I’m playing. The algorithms def. smell blood in the water and are just waiting for me to pull the trigger on a Hims subscription for ED and PE medication.

Anyway, that’s how I’m feeling. The big question is this is enough for me to make a change; or will I go back to eating my triple chocolate cake slice.

I really shouldn’t be doing depression quizzes at 4-5am when I have a full day of work meetings in a few hours.

But that might be better than reading old texts from 2-3 years ago and almost sending new ones.

Nothing like hearing the couple in the next room fucking to remind you how lonely and single you are.

Tigger is back to matching me at work.

Ignoring the afro on the left, I thought that the open back gowns were bad, now it’s just a sheet.