Monthly Archives: April 2001

I want a career where the object is to piss as many people off as possible, cause sometimes it seems that is the only thing that I am good at. I wonder if I can make animals pissed too. Then I could be a rodeo clown or a bullfighter.
Reformation Quiz – **sigh** O. K. so we were suppose to write an outline of our essay question before the actual essay. I proceeded to write an outline about how I was praying to God for a divine miracle. I’m hoping that I will get some points for the outline since I incorporated some of the stuff we learned about the church in the outline
Beijing midterm returned tonight…..71% woohoo, not bad for being 5 days late. Just think of the grade I could have gotten if it would have been turned in on time.
Went to the city to go to an Apple shop to look for a web cam for Suzanne. Found out that the shop went out of business. The horror story was the school shuttle to and from the Bart Station. They are suppose to run every 10-15 min. Try 40-45 min. I could have walked to the Bart Station and back. It doesn’t help that it was cold at State today.
Sunday is the big day; going to Washington to visit my parents and bringing Suzanne with me. I don’t know what to expect from the trip.
I am cold, so I think that I am going to hit the shower again and then maybe I will….I don’t know what I’ll do after that.
Current mood: cold
Current music: Sportscenter on ESPN

I WANT PECS!!!!!!!!!!!!
not a cup boobies
🙁
Current mood: refreshed
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I am also a hypocrite (in case ya didn’t know)…..
There is someone on Livejournal that is feeling down and depressed and they can’t find anyone to date.
I should and can totally sympathize with them
but yet, all I want to do is say
HAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
**sigh** I swear that I have changed. It’s just that sometimes I regress back to old revengeful patterns.
I know, I know, like mamma says, “If you don’t have anything nice to post, then don’t post anything at all.”
Yes, mama…..
I’m going to take a shower to wash away these bad thoughts.
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Current music: 96.5 KOIT on the radio

It seems like I haven’t been posting that much. I have been posting, but usually my computer freezes up in the middle of a post and then I have to reboot. By time the computer has done a ScanDisk and stuff, I’ve lost my train of thought and therefore, no post. Can’t wait for a new computer.
I had a nice post on racism today, but since the computer froze, I can’t really remember it. It had to do with me walking back from Aikido and black people starring at me. I’m sure everybody was giving me looks, cause I’m walking with at Judo Gi on. But black people were just staring at me like, “Who the hell he thinks he is, some kind of black Bruce Lee or something?” I hate that so much. You think at this moment in time in the U.S., and esp. here in San Francisco, CA. that people would be over racism. I shouldn’t be so surprised; Matt (my roommate) is racist. When I told him that my roommate was Arabic (this was the one that I scared off, and actually he was Indian), Matt went into this whole spill about how Arabic are smelly and messy and how their food smells. Matt is a good guy, but needless to say, my respect for him has slipped quite a bit.
I was thinking about this one time that April (Filipino/Chinese) and I were in Oregon and we were the only non-white couple at this mall in Medford. The same thing happen later when I went back with Mew (Hawaiian/Japanese) and Ithica (Black). And then in my Koreans in America class, I know some of the people resented the fact that I considered myself Korean.
Well, BLAH TO RACISM……..
I think that my original post was better written, but you can get the gist of what I’m trying to say.
Anyway, I got 1.5 hrs before class and 3 hrs before my Reformation Midterm. I wonder which saint I would pray for if I was a Catholic?
Current mood: aggravated
Current music: 97.3 ALICE on the radio

I am so ready to go home. Peter/Tim took forever to get here; they said that there was an accident on the freeway. Anyway, there are still two more orders that need to be done. Peter will have to do them himself. Now I get to go home and then head to the library to study for my test tomorrow. Fun. Blah.
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Work has been ok so far today. I had to do all the lifting that I wanted the peons to do. But since Peter and Tim didn’t bring any back with them, I just decided to do it myself. It was a good workout and the room looks real good.
Mia called me on my cell phone. I need to give her a call and plan to do lunch with her. I think it will have to wait until Iget back from Washington though. I might be able todo it on Friday, but the question is, “Do I really want to leave the warehouse with just Peter and Tim?”
Been trying to call Suzanne, but the line has been buzy. I hope she is O.K.
Well, I think that I will head back upstairs and continue to clean and organize. Blah….I still need to study tonight for my midterm tomorrow in my Reformation class. I think Imight goto the library to study. Regardless on where I go, I am going to let myself be distracted, but maybe it will be less at the library. I really need to do good on this test.
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Just got done talking to the girlfriend…..
Now am going to the mall to go to Borders to read up on Martin Luther and to find me a piece of chocolate cream pie.
Honey, if you need me just call my cell. Luv ya. hugs/Kisses
Current mood: hungry
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Back from my beat down in Aikido. Had a guy almost as bad as I am has my partner. He was yanking my arm and stuff, but was saying that I was pulling his arm when I was hardly touching it. Anyway, I got the last laugh when he tried to stand up in the middle of him roll and slammed face first into the wall. I swear everybody in the class stopped and looked. Has funny as it was, it will probably bite me in the ass in the end cause everybody will think that I did it somehow and now no one will be my partner. Blah…..Makes me want to go and look at my fat pictures; when I was 10-12, I went through a fat stage. Actually, I need to go and get my clothes that are in the dryer and then read some stuff before class.
Current mood: blah
Current music: Hum of the computer

Argh…..I will def. have to talk to my teacher tomorrow to help me with this paper. I just don’t know what to do my paper on. And I am tired of looking at Hist. documents.
I still have a big pile of laundry to do. I think that I will do it tomorrow morning. I can wash the clothes first thing in the morning and then put them in the dryer before I go to Aikido. Then they should be done when I get out.
I need to find a web host. I want one that supports FrontPage 2000, and with plenty of space. But I won’t need that much space and I don’t want to pay too much. Actually, I should work on the web page itself before I worry about a host.
The page is going nowhere. I’ve done some sketches and stuff, but I’m not liking any of my ideas. Blah…I still have a couple of ideas left, but I need to make a CD of pics for Suzanne to manipulate and to make me beautiful.
I need to get to a scanner so that I can finish scanning all of my photos. Mostly they are younger pics of me, but there are some high school and some Baskin Robbins pics. Maybe I should post some of them (the high school ones) to an alumni site.
I need to take some pics of my housemates. There are three of them…
Matt is a finance major who works at Wells Fargo in the city. He is a jock type kinda; he is into sports and he works out at the gym every night. He likes to walk around in his boxers and is kinda messy. He looks like that he might be gay (James Dean, A&F) but he is straight.
Casey used to race motorcross until he got into an accident and got seriously injured. He’s O.K., but he realized that he needed to get an education. So he is using his winnings to goto school. He is also pretty built and he also goes to the gym and rides and runs daily.
Justin is my actual roommate (the other two guys each have their own room) and just moved in a couple of weeks ago. Justin also works at Wells Fargo and is also a finance major. He is a cool guy, even though I have hardly seen him. And although he has the James Dean stuff and the sweater vests, I don’t think that he is gay.
All in all, a pretty group of people. Def. none of the drama that I’ve had with other roommates (i.e. Quetzal the bastard) I will have to take pictures tomorrow of everyone. Overall, I guess that Daniel was the best roommate that I had when I lived in the dorms. Reina and him were good friends to me; I wish I saw them more. I def. had the funniest time with Tim, Ben and Anders on the 15th floor of the residence Apartments before they closed. I did have problems with Tim and Ben at times, but I also had good times with them. Last semester was good times too with Randy and Mike, as long as Quetzal wasn’t in the apartment to ruin them. I’ll have to make a collage or something of my roommate sometime.
I don’t know….with these guys I def feel like the odd man out. It seems like they are all bonding with each other really well. Do I feel left out….I guess, but it’s not really bothering me as much. I got so much stuff going on right now with school and work and Suzanne that I really don’t care. But if I am going to stay here til I graduate, I will need to get to know everyone a little better.
O. K. I need to order some stuff. Actually I shouldn’t, but I am. Of course I need to get the new Escaflowne DVD’s, but I’m also going to order some stuff for people’s birthdays and just because.
Current mood: calm
Current music: Love Lines on Live 105

I have been sighing way too much today. It’s just been a really slow Monday and I am just so unmotivated. The computers were down at work, so I couldn’t really do any work today. I did straighten up the upstairs room with the accounting shit, but the stuff that I really needed to do is tedious and heavy; basically peon stuff. Well, on Wednesday, I’ll wrangle up some peons to lift the heavy boxes upstairs. **sigh** So what did I do today. Surf the web. Actually I didn’t even really do that, I just kinda zoned most of the day.
Got a letter today suggesting that I take summer classes to help with my G.P.A. blah…..It depends on how good I do in my classes. I won’t get A’s, but I should pass the classes. If I can get some B’s, then I should be above 2.0..
I have been neglecting this journal. I have had tons of stuff that I have wanted to post, but for some reason, I haven’t. I get distracted with something else and then I forget about it. And then, I just haven’t had that extra energy to put my thoughts onto the journal. I haven’t had the energy for a lot of things. **sigh**
Move on to something else….like the wicked cool icons that my girlfriend made for me.


Suzanne has such a good eye. I wish that I could take pictures as good as she can. I wish for a lot of things; I wish that I have web design skills like April; I wish I was as fit as Matt or Casey (my housemates); I wish that I was as easy going as Peter. We always want what other people possess. I guess I should be happy with the skills that I do have, except that sometimes I feel like I don’t have any. Don’t mind me, I’m just being sighy, poopy right now. Maybe that’s what I need; a good poop.
Waiting for Jason to e-mail me back so I can order the parts for my new computer. I still need to decide on the case; I am leaning to the Kitty case, which is kinda scary. I’ll have to decide by the end of the week. I want to order everything before I leave to see my parents so that by time spring break is over, I will have a computer. **sigh**
Working on my Hist Internet paper. Basically, we have to do a 10-12 page paper using a specific historical database sight. IT SUCKS. I don’t think that I can do it using just one site. But I am already behind on it (along with everything else)….blah….**sigh**
Way too much sighing and random, blah, blah, blah posting. O. K. like mamma says, if you have nothing to post, then don’t post at all.
Current mood: blah
Current music: Hockey Game on the television